For our May/june issue, we filmed the boys on inflatable pool toys on srsly the hottest day of the year. So that they didn’t float away, I had to squat on the edge of the pool off-camera and hold on to the inflatable for dear life. I was clutching on to Ethan’s when Bree P asked him to name his go-to karaoke song. The other boys chose cool songs, but Ethan said “Probably ‘The Winner Takes It All’ by ABBA” (a really daggy 1970s band). I really needed to LOL, but I had to be quiet. So there I was, silent laughing, gripping an inflatable gold swan, sweating like a fool in a leather skirt on the edge of a pool and thinking ‘What is my life?!’.