A helping heart
New Truro resident focusing on the less fortunate
Budd Holmans couldn’t understand why putting fuel in his car would set his heart racing.
“I was in Cyprus for six months, right after it was invaded by Turkish forces,” he recalled. “I was in a foxhole with artillery falling around me.”
Years later, he now knows the episodes triggered while lling up his vehicle were related to that experience in Cyprus, in 1974.
“It was when I was at the operational stress and injury clinic that I connected things. When I was in the foxhole it was near a gas station, and I could smell the fumes.”
Holmans was a member of the military police. On more than one occasion, he conducted conversations with a gun pointed at him.
Holmans and his wife of 35 years, Anne, moved to Truro this fall and have begun volunteering with Upper Room Mission and Soul’s Harbour Rescue Mission.
He’s spent 15 years in the military, before he left. But the experiences changed Holmans.
“I was drinking excessively, I was impatient and I had problems with anger,” he said. “Anger would be overflowing; it would be totally consuming.”
He also had trouble with his nerves when he heard reworks.
Holmans knew little of posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD) at the time, and just gured he’d have to deal with things the best he could. He joined the reserves and went on to hold other jobs, including several in security and one with Corrections Canada. He’d be employed for a while, but then would have to take time o to deal with his emotional state.
A rst marriage, then a second, both ended in divorce.
“When I look back now I can see how the e ects of PTSD went up and down.”
On attending the operational stress and injury clinic, he took steps to improve his life.
“I attended (alcoholics anonymous) meetings, and that works well for some people, but it wasn’t for me,” he said. “I was able to conquer alcohol by working on the issues causing the problem.
“I take the focus o of self by helping those less fortunate. I operate from a perspective of love toward others. Faith is a big thing for me, but I don’t believe in forcing it on anyone.”
Originally from Newfoundland, Holmans had been living in Alberta for several years. A connection with Terry Dryden, pastor at Upper Room Mission, brought him to Truro.
“When I was here meeting with Terry, it just seemed I was getting messages letting me know this is where I should be, so we moved.”
Budd Holmans recently moved to Truro to volunteer with Upper Room Mission and Soul’s Harbour. He struggled with several issues after serving with the military in Cyprus.