Javier, Joy and Aluzio
The moment that I was inseminated I knew that I was pregnant. Six weeks later, the test proved that I was in fact pregnant. Having sat around for years dreaming of my children I knew what his/her name was going to be. My pregnancy was a little difficult but it made me focus on my health and the health of my child. Our bond was formed already: I thought I was having a girl, but the sonogram pictures and legs wide open changed that, his name would be Javier. He came after 39 hours of labor, calm and awake. He’s been here before, is what the wise ones would say upon meeting him, and he has. He is my soul. My second pregnancy was a journey of months and months to years of trying. Right when I was going to give up, I got pregnant, my due date Javier’s birthday. I told my second child, don’t come on your brother’s birthday he will never forgive you. He listened to my advice and came 5 days later, and that has been the last time he has taken my advice. Aluzio is my head strong child, he has to do things his way, and bend the world to him, not bend for the world. He is my heart. My sons are my gift from GOD, my Heart and Soul and the LOVES of my life. They are ALL THAT MATTER.