‘The first time was embarrassing, but it turned me on...’
I CAN remember the very first time I watched a porn film. It was at my friend’s house when her parents were away and we both ended up red-faced and giggling.
But despite that I was turned on, and when I got home that night I started thinking about it while I touched myself.
Nowadays porn is an everyday part of my life. It’s just another tool in the bedroom – like a vibrator, a whip or even a set of naughty knickers.
There is nothing wrong with it. All of my friends watch it. I like to watch it on my own and when I’m with my fella.
When I’m on my own I really like watching two girls together on film, it turns me on so much.
I have a ritual. First I have a long, hot bubble bath, then I get out my favourite vibrator – a bullet – slip on a DVD and tease myself to orgasm.
When I’m watching with my man, though, I prefer to watch one girl with lots of men. It’s the thought of being the centre of attention that gets me so excited. Maybe it’s why I’m a glamour model!