Can I for­give my cheating hubby?

Midweek Sport - - AGONY SPECIAL -

Dear Vikki, I CAUGHT my hus­band cheating af­ter 20 years of do­ing ev­ery­thing for him.

He was my life and when I found ho­tel and un­der­wear re­ceipts in his pock­ets and con­fronted him he told me that he had been meet­ing girls in ho­tels for oral sex.

I be­lieve he was hav­ing full sex oth­er­wise why buy them un­der­wear and gifts?

I also started to think that it could have been one spe­cial per­son which broke my heart.

Af­ter the shock I de­cided to get my­self to­gether, I started ex­er­cis­ing and hav­ing beauty treat­ments. Pretty quickly I started to look bet­ter, sex­ier.

The hus­band was full of apolo­gies, con­stantly try­ing to kiss me and touch me up. I ac­tu­ally got a bit turned on by imag­in­ing his man­hood in other women so I let him have me again but it wasn’t enough any­more.

I told him I was go­ing to leave him as I felt too heart­bro­ken but he sug­gested some­thing; he sug­gested that he would let me have sex with other men, as many as I wanted whilst he watched but he had a re­quest; could the men be black.

I didn’t re­alise what a kinky bloke I was with but I liked what I was hear­ing.

That night I dressed in my black silky lin­gerie and sexy sheer black hold ups and a short skirt right up my butt. I wore a low cut cream coloured top that al­lowed my boobs to fall out at ease. My long blonde hair hung down my back and when I looked at my­self in the mir­ror I knew any man wouldn’t say no re­gard­less of me be­ing 43.

When he saw me walked down he held his hand out for me and told me I looked beau­ti­ful. It seems I had his at­ten­tion once again.

He drove up the mo­tor­way and pulled into a ser­vice sta­tion. We parked up un­der the some lights whilst we watched dif­fer­ent men walk in and out of the shops. There were many that I fan­cied.

I wanted a lot of the white men as my hus­band rubbed his hands against my knick­ers. A sil­ver Audi swerved in from the mo­tor­way and I could see the driver was a black man. I alerted my hus­band who sat up in ap­pre­hen­sion.

Ashamed

As I watched the man get out of the car I felt all my Christ­mases come at once.

Vikki the guy had the body of a god with broad shoul­ders and a toned waist.

My hus­band stepped out of the ve­hi­cle and walked up to the guy. I felt ashamed when I saw them chat­ting, es­pe­cially as the guy’s eyes widened as my hus­band ex­plained ev­ery­thing.

He looked over and nod­ded. I felt ner­vous and ex­cited.

My hus­band drove for­ward to be­hind the garage to a darker area. I got out the car and re­ar­ranged my­self to look good for the guy who was walk­ing to­wards us.

I could see that he had a hefty bulge for me.

He smiled as he got nearer and I blew him a kiss. Hubby just stood there by the side of the car watch­ing. The man re­mained name­less as he plunged his mouth around my nip­ples. He laid me on the front of the bon­net, pulled my knick­ers down and changed the myth about black men not go­ing down be­cause that boy gave me some of the best lick­ing I had ever en­coun­tered.

I could see my hus­band play­ing with him­self vig­or­ously.

The gor­geous black man stood to his full height whilst un­buck­ling his jeans. He whipped his length out and it was some length; the big­gest I’d ever seen.

He sent me to sex heaven. I for­got my hus­band was there.

Af­ter that night my hubby has de­cided he wants to go back to the way things were be­fore the af­fair and be­fore I slept with my man but as much as I try, I can’t for­got his de­ceit. What shall I do?

Linda, Hert­ford­shire Dear Linda, I AM very sorry your heart has been bro­ken. I feel your pain as I read your words Linda.

You ob­vi­ously adored him and when you rum­bled him, it hit you hard.

He loves you too as he wanted you to feel ful­filled so he went through his own heart ache by let­ting you have sex with the guy in the car park even though he got turned on him­self in the bar­gain.

My ad­vice is this, peo­ple lose their way in life and some­times need some­thing to bring things back on track again.

If you love him give him an­other chance. I hope you find hap­pi­ness again.

Love Vikki

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