The thought of meghan having Christmas with people who reportedly see Thomas as an ‘embarrassment’ only serves to remind him how much he’s ‘messed up’ – which is breaking his heart.
‘Barring a miracle, this will be the first year they won’t be on speaking terms,’ says our source. ‘He’s devastated about it and it hurts him like hell.’
while most people will be wishing for expensive gifts for Christmas, all Thomas wants is for him to be reunited with his daughter and a chance to get to know his grandchild. our insider adds, ‘Thomas wants to make amends, but knowing how to is the key. He knows he has himself to blame but is scared he may never see meghan again and never meet his grandchild.”
‘not a day goes by where he doesn’t regret what’s happened and he’s said that all he wants for Christmas is to have his daughter back, even if it’s just on speaking terms. all he can do is pray she’ll find it in her heart to give him one last chance.’
That would be a real Christmas miracle…
With her mother Doria, who has been invited to Christmas dinner with the royals