Drop guy who watches sex tapes of ex
This is my first relationship — three years with my boyfriend who’s kind, funny and smart.
Over a year ago, I asked him to delete some private photos of me from his computer.
Months later, he hadn’t. I then asked that they be deleted in front of me. But he didn’t want to open his folder while I watched. (He once denied having a folder with nudes. Lie #1.) I felt this meant there must be nudes from his exgirlfriends. He denied it.
Recently, I snooped through his retired laptop and found old sex tapes and photos of his exes (Lie #2).
And, during our relationship, he’d watched the videos and taken screenshots of some parts.
His excuse? For the thrill of getting off with nude visuals of someone he used to know, when there are no emotions left.
I’m disappointed with the lies, also disappointed with the amount of sex we’re having. That hasn’t changed since I raised it. Do I stay with someone I know will be a good father and who’s a reasonably good guy? Or do I settle for a mediocre relationship where I’ve been disappointed?
I don’t want to end something that could work because I might not find something better. Confused Heart
NEVER assess a relationship based on self-doubts of not finding better.
His “getting off” on sex tapes of his exes, while in the midst of your relationship, IS disturbing. So is ignoring your dissatisfaction with sexual frequency.
It’s possible he prefers some level of porn — sex tapes — for self-stimulation, to real intimacy with a partner. A guy who disappoints and lies is not necessarily good father material, nor as kind and smart as you think.
Take a break. Your first relationship doesn’t have to be your last. There’s a negative relationship between my two sons (27 and 30), and my husband of 12 years.
Recently, the tension led to screaming and nasty name-calling (my son to my husband) after a minor incident. My husband was a bachelor when we met. His transition to our household was difficult.
He was passive/aggressive with the boys, ignoring them if unhappy with them in any way.
(They’d say “hi” and he wouldn’t respond if he was angry about something they did yesterday.)
My sons and I are close. They’d been coming over for dinner almost nightly. I like to see them, and to feel needed. I have a lot of guilt about their not having a father. He left me after15 years, and never got along with the eldest boy. He has minimal contact with both.
Now I feel guilt that my current husband doesn’t like them either.
They can be difficult sometimes, both have anger issues.
I haven’t heard from them since the incident. I feel they resent my decision to be with my husband, whom I love. It makes me feel like a failure, especially when my siblings all have great families. Sad Mom
Dwelling on guilt and comparisons is a waste of energy. Instead, discuss — without blaming — how all of you can improve these relationships. Your husband knows how much family means to you. He’s aware that your sons had abandonment issues when younger.
They’re now old enough to understand that they don’t help matters.
You need family therapy — together, and individually too.
All three men may balk. But say that it’s the only chance for everyone to finally feel supported.
If they refuse, go yourself.
Your boyfriend’s “getting off” on sex tapes of his exes is disturbing, as is his ignoring your discontent with how often you have sex
Tip of the day Lies and disappointments are signals that a relationship may need a break for reset, or moving on. Ellie chats at noon Wednesdays, at thestar.com/elliechat. Email ellie@thestar.ca. Follow @ellieadvice.