Husband frustrated that illness affects sex life
I’ve been ill for three of my four married years.
I’ve now been diagnosed with interstitial cystitis. It’s chronic, painful and incurable.
Medications and physiotherapy help somewhat, but our sex life’s irregular — from two to three times weekly to once a month.
Sometimes sex is extremely painful. My husband’s been supportive but increasingly frustrated.
He’s said that he cannot live this miserably and with uncertainty regarding a physical relationship.
I cannot offer him certainty of a regular sex life.
I’ve considered finding a third person to meet his needs, but found no one yet.
He’s asked that I find a solution within a set timeline or else he’s out. Time Running Out
Interstitial cystitis causes severe chronic bladder pain, plus pain in the remaining pelvic regions.
You’re suffering far more than he is.
Since sex still can happen between two-to-three times weekly and once a month, adding alternatives such as masturbation and oral sex for him could provide more regular satisfaction.
Unless he’s scared for the longterm implications, and really wanting out.
His issuing of a threatening timeline indicates that.
A “third-person solution” is problematic. Your husband could become emotionally attached. You could become jealous of his time with another.
Talk to your doctor together. Seek other helpful treatments (dietary changes may benefit this condition).
Seeing a sex therapist together could also be informative and add positive ideas.
But your husband has to accept what being supportive really means: adjusting to blameless circumstances, and trying hard to make the marriage work for both of you. My parents split up when I was 10. My father moved far away with his girlfriend for four years.
I wasn’t allowed to see or hear from him. He moved closer, and we had a once-monthly relationship until I was 18.
After I went to university, got married and had children, we saw each other three or four times a year, until I was 30.
He was always criticizing my weight, my life choices, my education, my career choice. He put me down and made me feel it was impossible to please him. But I put up with it.
He was also very critical of my kids. I realized that I didn’t want him in their lives. So I didn’t see him anymore.
I didn’t answer the phone and he very quickly stopped calling.
I’m still not angry with him and I still don’t blame him. He didn’t know how to be parental.
He’s now 75 and very recently lost his wife.
He’s contacted my cousin, giving his phone number and asking that I contact him.
I still have no ill-will towards him but I don’t want him in my life.
I’m 50. I don’t want to open the door to somebody who’d criticize my weight, my kids and my husband.
However, my sister’s struggling. I’ve told her that she has to make her own decision.
Have I done the right thing? Detached But Wondering
There‘s no “right thing” in this sad account. True, he had no parenting skills and clearly also lacked the emotional depth to show love.
Yet periodically, he tried. Now he’s alone and reaching out.
Understandably, you don’t feel you owe him an invitation into your current life . . . yet you wonder.
For that reason, you could simply call, see what he wants and listen to what he says.
Then, you can either comfortably confirm your decision to stay detached, or see him once, or visit him with your sister if that feels easier. Tip of the day When a health challenge affects sexual intercourse, try different intimate acts and work on the relationship. Read Monday to Saturday. Email ellie@thestar.ca or visit her website, ellieadvice.com. Follow @ellieadvice.