Don’t love him anymore

I married my first love whom I met at school when we were young. We have also been blessed with children in our union. The only problem is I have fallen out of love with him. I have never been with anyone else in my life he was my first. We have become more like siblings than a couple. There’s no romance no spark and we are barely intimate. Sometimes we go on for months without being intimate. The sad part is he’s not even trying to meet me halfway when I try to spice things up. I have suggested we go away as a couple just the two of us but when the date draws near something always comes up on his side. I have stopped trying because he doesn’t seem interested. I don’t know what else to do but I’m certain I don’t love him anymore; he’s more like a brother now. The other problem is I’m scared to go out there as he’s the only man I’ve been with, what if I find worse?

Anonymous