I get rejected because I am not ‘commercial’ enough: Radhika Apte
Apopular internet joke is about how everything Netflix makes has Radhika Apte in it. But the versatile actor has been missing in action for a while now.
The break wasn’t conscious, but has proved to give her a breather, admitted Radhika, in a candid chat with senior journalist Kaveree Bamzai, as part Indulge Time Pass, a series of webinars organised by The New Indian Express group.
“After working round the clock for eight years, it feels good to not have FOMO and relax. I have nothing to complain to about personally, but what’s happening around is quite disconcerting,” said the actor, connecting from London, where she has been spending lockdown time. “Contrary to what most people say about not being able to do anything, I feel that not having to be anywhere lets me do whatever I want. I want to do nothing,” she said, laughing. But it isn’t quite true though.
She also opened up about a short film she has directed, starring Shahana Goswami and Gulshan Devaiah. However, the actor refused to divulge much.
“We just got into an international competition, but let’s see; I don’t know what will happen with it yet,” she remarked.
The past year, however, has been big for Radhika, internationally. The actor was part of three foreign films: The Wedding Guest, The Ashram, Liberté: A Call to Spy.
Increasingly, international content has had protagonists who hail from different parts of the world, including India. We see actors cross over more often, but has this portrayal improved? Radhika didn’t think so.
“I am grateful for representation, but usually if there is an Indian-American protagonist, there is a reason why it is so. An exception would be Danny Boyle’s Yesterday, where the lead was Indian-Brit, but he could have been anyone.
“I aspire to do more work that is not linked to any place.” Radhika’s last few Bollywood projects have been game changers - Andhadhun, for example. But the actor said it hasn’t amped her ‘commercial viability’. She went on to say that she still gets rejected because she isn’t ‘commercial enough’.
“I might be generalising, but in India, we compromise when it comes to actors. We get the best technicians, but when it comes to leads, we pick the bigger stars. It has nothing to do with performance.”
And while she really likes acting, the actor admitted she doesn’t always enjoy the gamut of other activities it comes with.