Soni Razdan feels like a struggling actor

...Because of the dearth of work throughout her career

In her almost fourdecade-long career Soni Razdan has given Hindi film industry some memorable moments, but the veteran actor says the dearth of work throughout her cinema journey has always made her feel like a “struggling actor”.

The 61-year-old actor, who made her debut in Indian cinema with 1981 film 36 Chowringhee Lane, went on to star in critically-acclaimed films like Mandi, Saaransh, Sadak and Monsoon Wedding.

“I was a struggling actor all my life. Till today, I think I am a struggling actor. So out of frustration, I learnt how to cook, because so many weeks went by without work. I had to do something. I have done a lot of things apart from acting, probably because acting was not very consistent in my life,” Razdan said. The actor says while struggle can be heartbreaking, she channelled her frustration in a positive direction and ventured into other streams related to filmmaking. “Struggle is always very demoralising. It’s not a romantic phase in anybody’s life. It’s very difficult. What it does is, it brings out your creativity in different way. In my case, I started writing, reading, directing, looking at different avenues. I would have never thought when I was a young actor that I would want to direct... Till today I’m looking at other ways to hone my skills,” she says. Razdan says she is glad she got a chance to work with “many interesting people and learnt a lot along the way”. The actor, however, still wishes she had a better career in films.