LIVE FOR TODAY
Running with terminal cancer by Kevin Webber
I have been crunching numbers... the races, miles, pills, and realise I could have done more
JOHN Lennon famously wrote “And so this is Christmas and what have you done?”
I’m always provoked into thought when I hear his song, each time producing a different memory.
I recently got thinking about all the numbers I have achieved or have endured, that four years ago – when told I may only live two years – should have all been zero. Think about that... I do, often!
I have completed over 1,000 miles of events including 18 days of ultra marathons, 15 marathons, 43 total days racing, thousands of miles training, 70 visits to medical facilities, taken over 5,000 pills, spoken to thousands about prostate cancer and living for the day, won one national award, raised £150,000 for Prostate Cancer UK – aided by wonderful colleagues and supporters – written over 100,000 words about my life, raced in -35C and plus 45C.
What do those numbers actually mean? I guess they mean I am alive, I have enjoyed life, pushed myself despite my health, helped many others and probably saved more than one life. I guess I should be proud but I can’t help thinking of what I have not done and what more I could have done.
So this Christmas perhaps, like me, you will reflect on what you have achieved in 12 months. Do pat yourself on the back for the good you did. Most importantly, whatever your year has been, make sure that you find a way to have the best few days you can with those around you.
It’s a great time for reconciliation too, so don’t be afraid to pick up the phone or visit someone to bury the hatchet. It’s probably the biggest gift you can give or receive and it’s free. So why don’t you?
Until next week... have a fantastic Xmas.