Kiwi Olympic hero Moller eyeing sci-fi novel and returning to NZ
Lorraine Moller was arguably New Zealand’s greatest female longdistance runner, her bronze in the
1992 Olympic marathon in Barcelona our first podium finish in the event since Scottish-born Mike Ryan in Mexico City, 1968.
Her New Zealand female marathon record of 2h 28m 17s was bettered only by Papakura’s Kimberley Smith, in New York, in 2011.
“I think my first international competition was [when I was] 16, so I never had that feeling that the rest of the world was much bigger or greater than me,” the ex-runner says from her home in Boulder, Colorado.
“I was thrown in there and was ignorant enough to believe I belonged in that world.”
She did, though. No Kiwi has since won an Olympic marathon medal, nor rarely approached the marathon marks set by her and Smith.
A self-described “empty nester” whose 18-year-old daughter Jasmine has just moved to Sydney, the 63-yearold’s athletic attention has lately moved from the track and roadside to the pool.
Although still running now and then, Moller swims 2km of lengths a day at an outdoor saltwater pool.
Writing is her new craft and she is throwing herself at it. Attending a writers’ workshop several years ago, Moller’s teacher tasked her with turning in 1000 words a day for every class attended. The Putaruru-raised runner ended up with 80,000 before she was ready to go it alone.
With the foreword by Sir Peter Snell, her candid 2007 memoir had already set a tone, she believes, dictated by the Roman gods.
“They are both governed by Mercury, the celestial runner,” she says. “He’s also the [Roman] god of communication and writing. My book was called On the Wings of Mercury and he’s still alive and strong [in me].
“I find writing to be such a cathartic thing,” Moller says.
The horrible thing that really shaped the start of her journey through life was being sent from her home on a Putaruru farm to a hospital in Auckland. She was a three-year-old struggling with a urinary tract illness.
It would mean weeks and weeks at a time, alone, far from her home and family. She’d continue treatment, on and off, until she was 10.
“Those experiences in hospital were the wound that has driven my life,” Moller says.
As a teen, she devoted herself to running, receiving coaching and mentoring from Arthur Lydiard, and Kiwi Olympic middle-distance medallists John Davies and Dick Quax.
Aged only 18, Moller ran the 800m at the 1974 Christchurch Commonwealth Games, finishing fifth.
While her shift to marathoning came in 1979, there would be, shockingly, no sanctioned marathons at international athletics meets for females until 1984.
In that time, Moller snared bronzes in the 1500m and 3000m at the 1982 Brisbane Commonwealth Games before announcing herself to
We’re not meant to be sitting. We’ve got to get out of the box, got to get out into the sunlight and move around. Lorraine Moller
the world with victory in the 1984 Boston Marathon.
Her time, 2h 29m 28s, was more than 10m faster than 2018 winner Desiree Linden and made Moller a favourite in the first female Olympic marathon later that year.
She finished fifth in Los Angeles though, sparking another great spiritual challenge: How to turn fifth into a medal.
Moller says it was one of the toughest mental battles of her life.
She immersed herself in Lydiard’s stoic approach, pushing herself as far as she could go. Focus was absolute, only winning would matter.
The burden was too much in Seoul in 1988, when she finished 33rd, but after impressive victories in the Hokkaido Marathon in 1989 and 1991, Barcelona loomed as the moment where, finally, Moller’s mind and body could be in perfect conversation to reach the podium.
There would be one last obstacle. Only four days before the race, her ex-husband, American Olympian Ron Daws, died of a sudden heart attack.
Team management decided to keep the news from her to avoid disrupting her preparation but word finally slipped out the day before the race.
Although the two hadn’t spoken for 10 years, Moller admits she was “disturbed” by Daws’ death.
She resolved to run well to “honour” the connection she and her former husband once shared and Moller channelled a dinner conversation she’d had with Lydiard in Boulder a month before the Olympics.
“‘You are ready,’ he was saying,” Moller recalls. “‘You have the experience and the endurance.’
“And then I started saying ‘but, but, but.’ He said, ‘Don’t be silly. Ninety per cent of athletes perform at below their best for big races. You’re at your best; you’re ready.’
“‘If there are 100 in your race, you’re only going to be up against 10.’
“He knew how to frame things that would work for his runners,” she continues. “Later on, I tried to work out where Arthur got that statistic from.”
She pauses and laughs: “He probably just made it up.”
The third oldest in the field, Moller was 37 when the starter’s gun went off on August 1, 1992.
Yet she ran with a command, doggedness and grit to claim bronze, behind Russia’s Valentina Yegorova and Japan’s Yuko Arimori.
“The subconscious recounts all the things that you know you have [helped] and will help you,” she says.
“If you say ‘yes, but’ the ‘but’ is where your dream is torn down. If you give a ‘yes’, nothing else, that’s the hero’s journey, you have returned the call.”
Her time of 2h 33m 59s was nearly three minutes ahead of the fourthplaced finisher.
The following year, she was awarded an MBE for services to athletics and while she competed at the 1996 Atlanta Olympics, Moller’s time as a runner would soon wind down.
Moller’s passion for physical activity has not, though.
She is writing a manual for fellow Kiwi Olympic medallist Rod Dixon’s KidsMarathon running and nutrition programme, which has been installed in schools across New Zealand and the United States. More than 40,000 children and teenagers are understood to be participating.
“Kids today are not getting the physical development early on, so we now have the first generation of kids that have a life expectancy that is less than their parents,” Moller says.
“That, to me, is a big wake-up call. I believe we need to have a physical renaissance and make the body popular again, not just a pedestal for the iPhone.
“If you sit for an hour, your metabolism drops 90 per cent,” she says.
“We’re not meant to be sitting. We’ve got to get out of the box, got to get out into the sunlight and move around.
‘‘Be active and use the body. That’s where my next project is.”
Moller continues to champion the Lydiard-style of teaching through the Lydiard Foundation, whose nonprofit education foundation she helped found in 2006.
Boulder is still home for now but Moller says she is open to a move back home to New Zealand or Sydney.
She is amicably separated from her husband Harlan and says she intends to do more “writing around running, training and racing as a transformational process”.
Moller’s first novel is nearly finished, too.
A “time-travel historical fantasy”, the story weaves a modern-day relationship between a mother and daughter, a Gypsy Holocaust survivor and a connection, through time, to 16th century Italy.
She’s on the lookout for a publisher, in the US or New Zealand.
“I started to think,” Moller says, when asked about the importance of the protagonist’s second act, “well, maybe someone up there is writing my story and I’d better get to the redemption part.”
Why not? She has the experience and the endurance. She’s ready. And, hey, aren’t only 10 per cent of the field ever at their best anyway?