A new road
Everyone, regardless of ethnicity, has had bad times.
Whether in school, work, family, health or grief for a loved one.
Life always wants to hurt, so it is easy to think “I want out NOW”.
Been there myself, when diagnosed with epilepsy.
Take the pills for life, no driving, no self-employment, no . . . Many people are never free of seizures. Fear can become inherent, waiting for that ‘demon’ to knock you out. Kill the ‘demon’ or kill myself? It’s a dark, confusing space to be in, hard decision to make, without the support of your mates, family, or the “system”. Who wants to be seen as the victim or the no-hoper anyway? Yes, hard to change the thoughts, no matter where your torment comes from. It can work out. Find the elusive new road.
_ Victor Binkowski
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