She’s married, but seeing another man

DEAR EMILY,

I began an intimate relationship with an office mate of mine six years ago. I was single at the time, but he was already engaged to his girlfriend of two years. The two of us together was out of the question. He’s Chinese and I am Pinay. He said if only things were different, he could be with me.

After his marriage, we still saw each other on social occasions. In 2010, weeks before I got married, we met up again and spent the night together. We’ve stayed in touch, meet for coffee or lunch and talk about what’s happening in our individual lives.

Last year, he was assigned in There’s no future for you in his life

besides being his mistress, who accepts the emotional and financial crumbs he throws your way Mindanao indefinitely. It so happened that I would conduct training seminars where he was, three times a year. He’d stay with me at my hotel and we’d have our intimate moments. We are very passionate in pleasing one another—the same intensity we had six years ago. Sadly, it’s not the same with me and my hus- band, and he with his wife.

His family is moving to the province to be with him later this year, and we both know we cannot do the same things anymore whenever I amthere.

Each time I come home, I’d be lonely and miss him terribly. In my heart, I believe our friendship can even survive the coming changes when his family joins him. But I also know it’s not right to continue seeing each other.

We regularly call or text each other because he helps finance a small business of mine—though I have the capability to finance it myself—which my husband is unaware of. With this setup, I don’t know where and how to be- gin cutting ties with him.

I have a great job, a good husband and, though we are having difficulty conceiving, I amexcited in building a family of my own.

Is this really love that I’ve been feeling all this time? Where do I start?

N.A.

Is this love you’ve felt for this man all these years? Love may have been in the air at the start of your relationship, but sadly, the feeling for him never landed as hard as yours. And please don’t give him more validity by accepting this cultural thing he tried to peddle to you. It’s not like you’re living in the dark ages when differences mattered. There are stories of true

the unbearable consequences of those and intolerant years that now become the stuff your case, he didn’t enough to fight for you. Your forbidden love to survive despite the of his family. He has even

the pot—with money equation. You may say need his help—but, alas,

it, and that ties you It would be difficult to own family with this picture. To quote Princess