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Accolades for Plaatje poets

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Athol Williams has won the 2016 Sol Plaatje European Union Poetry Award for his poem Visit at Tea Time. It is Williams’s second win in the annual competitio­n.

His fellow shortliste­d poets, Siphokazi Jonas and Charles Marriott, were also acknowledg­ed: Jonas took second place for Mam’Bhele’s Harvest, and Marriott was third for Cape Town.

All three won cash prizes, with Williams also earning a three-week residency at the Nirox Foundation in the Cradle of Humankind.

A poet and social philosophe­r I killed a man, she says, her

memories hanging heavy, like long thick black braids

from her head hung low. Her demons have sunk

their claws into her cheeks, her sins trapped

in dark bags of pain hanging beneath her eyes, eyes

that look as though they once knew how to smile.

What are you in for? I’d asked the

eighteen-year-old drowning in her torment and

oversized blue uniform sitting in a Pollsmoor prison cell,

her small frame drawn as tightly into itself as her

horror will allow.

My wife was not happy for me to

come here, visiting a murderer. She fired a barrage of

fearful questions: bars, will there be bars or glass

between you and her? Will a guard be present? What if

something goes wrong? Why can’t someone else go? It’s

just for a cup of tea and a prayer, I assured her. There

is no safety barrier, I am sitting face to face with a

killer, someone who has taken a life, broken

commandmen­ts while the rest of us broke promises. She

doesn’t look like a murderer, but what face does a

murderer wear?

Thou shalt not kill, I remind

myself, the words roll around my mind as I roll the pen

around in my pocket, my weapon of defence in case I

need one. There is never a reason to kill, my

morality whispers, we have given her the justice she

deserves.

I stabbed him in the neck, she

continues, unprompted, snapping me back from my from Cape Town, Williams is the chairman of Read to Rise, a youth literacy nongovernm­ental organisati­on that he cofounded.

He has published three poetry collection­s and selected poems by him have been published in anthologie­s and literary journals in the United Kingdom, the United States and South Africa.

He is also the author of the Oaky series of inspiratio­nal children’s books.

Williams’s memoir, Pushing Boulders, was published this month.

righteousn­ess. Her spirit seems to recoil as she pukes the

words; she looks shocked, as though hearing of her

crime anew, like a young soldier just awaking to

her role in an unjust war. I reported every time, every time I

was raped, she sobs. Everyone knows, she says, with a

sadness that makes my body quake, cold. It happens

to all the girls in the township; even if we report

it, even if we scream, no-one helps. When it happened

the seventh time, I killed him, I killed the man who

did it.

The seventh time! I scream in silence.

I don’t want to go free, she says

softly, after a pause; someone has to pay for our sins,

her hard eyes fixed intensely on mine. When you’re

born in the shadows you never find light, she says.

Who makes the shadows? her voice tails off. Who makes the

shadows? I repeat.

I know who makes the shadows.

Like a hammer to my forehead,

chaos explodes. I hear loud echoes all around, heavy

steel smashing against heavy steel, doors banging,

anguished screams, barking guards. I hear eerie chatter like

tree leaves fist-fighting in the wind, tongues reciting sins.

I can’t find comfort anywhere in my chair. Where’s

the tea? It is tea time dammit, but I’ve got no tea,

where’s the fucking tea!

I leave in a hurry, no time for prayer, just glad to be outside. I rush off to find some tea, or maybe something stronger.

 ??  ?? The winner: Cape Town poet Athol Williams
The winner: Cape Town poet Athol Williams

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