‘Today’s outfit is confidence’
Atypical TikTok star enchants Mexico
At 49 years old and under 1.5m tall, Martha Izquierdo doesn’t exactly fit the mould of a TikTok influencer. But having survived sexual abuse, kidnapping, two bouts with cancer and two heart attacks, conquering social media was practically a cinch for this Mexican journalist.
Izquierdo, who lives in a small town in southern Oaxaca state, has amassed more than 600,000 followers on the social media platform, with her videos accumulating some 24 million likes.
What’s the message that has made her so popular in a time of pandemic and in a country experiencing record levels of violence?
“I started talking about issues that had to do with seeing life in a positive way,” Izquierdo said. “Confronting your fears, making people understand that each one of us is unique, irreplaceable.”
In a recent video typical of her content, Izquierdo saunters up to the camera in a simple black T-shirt and floral pants. “Today’s outfit is confidence,” she says. “So you don’t stop believing in yourself.”
In another video, this one with more than 300,000 views, she rushes out of her house on her way to work.
“I’m running late, but always with the best attitude to confront the day to day,” she says. “How did you all wake up — did you give yourself your dose of love?”
An award-winning journalist with decades of reporting experience, Izquierdo is relatively new to social media stardom. As the pandemic began its assault on Mexico in 2020, she decided to open a TikTok account, where she goes by @marthaizquierdooficial.
“We were scared of going outside, scared of dying,” she said in a recent interview. “I think being vulnerable made a lot of people sit down and say, ‘Hey, we’re going to reflect on life and what we’ve been doing wrong’. And that’s where I showed up.”
In May, Izquierdo posted a video of herself dressed up as Wonder Woman to celebrate being in remission from cancer. The video went viral, and soon Izquierdo began gaining legions of fans.
“I would dance, I would dress up, I would wear costumes,” she said. “I’m not a character — that person on TikTok is really me. And I’m actually even a little crazier.”
In a country where the pandemic has wrought a devastating toll on public health and the economy, Izquierdo
‘‘I’m not a character — that person on TikTok is really me. And I’m even a little crazier
offers her fans a dose of pure delight. And in a digital era where everything is photoshopped glamour, Izquierdo’s very ordinariness, whether exercising, driving to work or dancing to cumbia music in her backyard, has made her extraordinary.
Her colourful outfits are part of her appeal, from traditional Oaxacan dresses to bikinis for the beach — the long scar from cancer surgery that slices across her belly proudly on display. But Izquierdo’s brand isn’t so much couture as confidence.
“If you have to start over, start over,” she said in one clip. “That’s what life is all about — never giving up.”
Cristina Méndez Sánchez, who discovered Izquierdo’s videos several months ago, has suffered from depression and obesity since her partner died 15 years ago. She soon became a huge fan.
“I love her, I want to be like her,” said Méndez, 49. “That woman sure is gutsy!” Being an icon of affirmation didn’t come naturally to Izquierdo, who had to go through some of the most painful moments of her life before she could tap into the exuberance that has made her a social media star.
Born in the Gulf of Mexico-bordering state of Veracruz to an accountant father and a homemaker mother, she knew from a young age she wanted to be a journalist.
“When they asked me, ‘What do you want to be when you grow up?.’ I said, ‘A scientist, a singer or a journalist,’” Izquierdo recalled. “But since God didn’t give me the IQ of Einstein or the voice of Pavarotti, I was stuck with being a journalist.”
After her parents divorced, Izquierdo was sent to live with members of her extended family in Oaxaca, where she said a male relative raped her numerous times beginning when she was nine. “I blocked it from my mind,” she said. It was only years later, after she had met her partner, that she properly recalled what had happened, and through therapy, was able to confront the abuse — and even forgive her abuser.
“I can’t hold any resentment or negative emotion in my heart,” Izquierdo said. “Life is not meant to be lived with that.”
After graduating from high school, Izquierdo moved back to Veracruz to study journalism and eventually became a national correspondent for one of Mexico’s top newspapers, Reforma. She now works at a local radio station in Oaxaca, delivering news updates.
“She was a highly recognised journalist,” said Soledad Jarquín, a reporter who first met Izquierdo more than 20 years ago.
“She had very good connections with people in power, but also everyday people.” In April 2013, while covering a conflict between local landowners, she was surrounded and detained by armed men. It was only when the army arrived that Izquierdo was released.
Still, despite continually confronting danger on the job, Izquierdo said her greatest challenge in life came when her partner of 18 years, who had cancer and kidney problems, finally succumbed.
“I wanted to kill myself because I loved him so much that I stopped loving myself,” she said.
Then, in 2015, she was diagnosed with ovarian cancer and given eight months to live. Again, she thought about giving up.
But her friends and family convinced her to keep fighting. She underwent chemotherapy and multiple surgeries, leaving her body scarred.
“I would cry in front of the mirror when I looked at myself because my body looked mutilated,” Izquierdo said. “I felt like Frankenstein.”
Eventually she defeated the cancer — but in 2017 it returned, this time in her stomach. In February of that year she had a heart attack.
After surviving a second heart attack months later, Izquierdo said everything changed. While unconscious, Izquierdo said she had a vision during which she heard her deceased partner’s voice telling her to go on living.
“If I came back to life it was for one purpose,” she said. “To keep living, to be happy, and to help other people with my life experience.”