JENNY’S IN-DEPTH Regression
CRIPPLED BY ANXIETY
Icome across as laidback and confident, but struggle with extreme anxiety. It holds me back from doing some things I want to do. I’ve had some trauma in this life (like nearly dying in childbirth) but this has been a problem for as long as I can remember. Is it past life related? Anna Bailey, 40, Surrey
You hear the words, ‘You stupid, stupid girl! Look what you’ve done!’ You realise that you can’t trust yourself, that you make bad decisions. It’s 1742. It is your mother screaming at you, as she does all the time.
This reading is a bit different, as we are going to re-write the past. This type of ingrained mistrust in oneself is hard to help any other way. Anna, I ask you to step back and see this past life memory from a clearer perspective, as if viewing a film. Your mother, Patricia, stands before you. This is the mother you have tried so hard to please. Now, for the first time, you see her as she really is. Her face is red. Her hair sticks up randomly, and her clothes are dishevelled and dirty. You live alone with her.
As she screams at you for some supposedly terrible mistake, you see it as it really is - Patricia is completely insane.
You are four years old, a little girl called Judith. Your doll has fallen apart in your hands. You see now that it was made of rough sticks, bound to break -yet your mother is berating you as if you smashed a doll made of priceless porcelain. Her memories have made you believe that you can't succeed, and Patricia's constant battering of Judith's young mind has ingrained automatic failure inside you.