How to help run the country and manage the menopause (no sweat)
Brain fog in the House of Lords. Hot flushes in Select Committees. And inexplicable raging at TV interviewers . . .
We may have had two female British Prime ministers but one taboo remains to be broken in Westminster — the menopause.
While many women in the public eye have become increasingly vocal about their own experiences, those in the Commons and Lords have largely remained silent.
and perhaps no wonder, given that many would have been going through ‘the change’ as they attempted to achieve the pinnacle of their careers in what is still a traditional and male‑dominated environment
But another kind of change is under way — at least in america, where former First Lady michelle Obama recently shared her experiences of going through the menopause in the White House, and having a hot flush while on marine One, the presidential helicopter, before an event with husband Barack.
‘It was like somebody put a furnace in my core and turned it on high,’ she told listeners of her podcast. ‘and then everything started melting.’
explaining her motivation for talking about her experiences, she argued: ‘What a woman’s body is taking her through is important information.
‘ It’s an important thing to talk about, because half of us are going through this, but we’re living like it’s not happening.’
a sentiment which will resonate with many. Which is why, in these brave, honest and sometimes amusing accounts, some of Britain’s leading female political figures are sharing their own experiences of juggling life in
Westminster with the hot flushes and hormonal surges of the menopause.
HOT FLUSHES DURING SELECT COMMITTEE MEETINGS
NADINE dorries, 63, has been Conservative MP for Mid Bedfordshire since 2005 and Minister for Mental Health, suicide Prevention and Patient safety for a year. she is also an author whose ten books have sold two million copies. Widowed, she has three daughters. Everyone who knows me will attest that I’m very slow to anger. However, in
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ACTRESS LUCILLE BALL
the early years of my menopause, I would often be inexplicably gripped by intense rage.
take the time in 2011 when I was asked in an interview for my thoughts on TV presenter andrew neil, who had been unusually personal about me. Instead of laughing it off, as I usually would, I bit back, branding him ‘an orange, overweight, toupee-wearing has-been’, a comment that was then widely reported.
Why did I say something so out of character, and which I now regret, about neil, one of the most successful political journalists?
I’ve no idea, except that like so many midlife women, I was at the mercy of a torrent of hormonal changes as my oestrogen and progesterone levels fell off a cliff.
Just when we think we’ve done juggling everything life could throw at us — periods, pregnancy, breastfeeding, raising children — along comes the dreaded perimenopause.
all of a sudden, we can’t sleep (I survived on five hours a night for years, which is why I began writing); everyday events make us furious; we grow moustaches overnight; and, without warning, break into sweats, just as if we’re trekking across the Sahara desert.
Most women, including those of us in Parliament, experience these symptoms. But just like when I was growing up in Liverpool and friends would whisper behind the backs of middle-aged mums, ‘She’s on the turn’, we still don’t talk about it openly.
I think, just as my three daughters talk openly about periods in front of men, female MPs have a responsibility to bust these myths and be more forceful about what it is that we experience. and yet, I’ve tried to hide my symptoms countless times, in the hope no one would notice them.
I’ve been on hrt for seven years, since I was 56, and will be until I die. But sometimes there are times when I’ve forgotten to take the medication with me from my constituency home in Mid Bedfordshire to Westminster. Within a week, the hot sweats are back.
Once, sitting in an Education Select Committee meeting, I remember the embarrassment of feeling the sweat beads collecting on my top lip and in my eyebrows. I didn’t have a tissue, so dabbed at my face with my fingers only for the sweat to collect again within seconds.
Many times during TV appearances, where I’d be talking about the important government issues of the day, the make-up artist would be standing by to dust my perspiring face with powder to stop me glistening on camera.
there was one memorable time a couple of years ago, on ITV’s Peston, when it was so bad I was practically sitting in a puddle of my own sweat.
Of course, the role of an MP is very public and the hardest part of the whole experience for me was discovering I had a bald patch when I saw myself on ITV’s news at ten seven years ago.
hair loss is common during menopause. I’d been aware of mine falling out in the shower, but it was only after an interview with tom Bradby in my parliamentary office that I realised just how noticeable my problem was.
I almost dropped the tea tray I was carrying into my living room when the camera panned to the back of my head. I shouted: ‘Oh my God, I’m bald!’ — acutely aware millions of viewers would have seen it, too.
It was the most humiliating moment of my life. I only realised this was yet another symptom of the menopause when I went to see my GP, fearing I had alopecia.
Shortly afterwards, I mentioned it to a political journalist who, mortifyingly, said he’d noticed I was going bald from his position on the press benches, and recommended a harley Street clinic where I had vitamin injections into my scalp.
these, together with eating a lot of red meat, despite having been vegetarian, helped with hair growth.
But it will never go back to its former thickness and I’m still selfconscious about people seeing the back of my head, which is pretty unavoidable as a government minister, proud to be sitting on the front
‘The hardest part was discovering I had a bald patch when I saw myself on News At Ten’
benches in the Commons. however, the myriad side-effects of the menopause are not something we women should feel ashamed of, and they certainly don’t mean we’re any less up to our jobs than our male colleagues.
In fact, we’re actually twice as good as the men because we’re having to deal with all this as well as excel at work. and none of us is looking for special dispensations, just an acknowledgment that going through the menopause is hard.
Yes, there might be moments when we’re not functioning at our absolute best, but we’re entitled to some understanding.’
BATTLING BRAIN FOG IN THE HOUSE OF LORDS
Born in Dewsbury, Yorkshire, Baroness Warsi, 49, is a Conservative member of the house of Lords. she is the former Chair of the Conservative party and Minister without portfolio, and was the first Muslim to serve as a Cabinet Minister. she has
one daughter, Aamna, from her first marriage. She lives in Wakefield, Yorkshire, with her husband Iftikhar Azam, and his four children.
IT WAS during a live debate in the House of Lords this July that the frankly terrifying, but now familiar, brain fog got me in its grip.
A fellow Baroness had asked a question about payments to student nurses, which I had intended to ask. It would be my turn to ask a question next. But, try as I might, I could not collect my thoughts to think of a suitable alternative.
It’s common in these debates for colleagues to have the same queries and concerns and, usually, if I’ve already raised my hand to partake, I simply come up with a different line of enquiry.
I was Chair of the Conservative Party from 2010 to 2012, in the Cameron-Clegg Coalition Cabinet, as well as being a life peer. Prior to going into politics, I worked as a lawyer. So the ability to think on my feet has been a pre-requisite throughout my career.
I started by saying: ‘Baroness Jolly has already asked the question I was going to ask so I’m going to ask another question.’ But then I just couldn’t follow it through with anything other than gibberish. My mind was blank, and what was most frustrating is that it’s an issue I know a lot about and still I sat there floundering, trying to find the words.
Ever since the perimenopause hit three years ago, when I was 46, I’ve had periodic brain fog which descends without warning.
Hot on its heels comes panic, followed by a hot flush, followed by sweating, followed by questioning whether I really have the right skillset for my role.
For days after that debate, I subjected myself to so much critical self-talk: ‘Oh, my God, what is wrong with me? Why can’t I think in straight sentences? I need to do better.’
Thankfully my fellow peers, watching over video conference (a system introduced during lockdown), were very understanding. No one said: ‘ What the hell happened to you there?’
That said, I don’t know if it would have occurred to any of them that what I was experiencing was a recognised side-effect from a drop in hormones during perimenopause. After all, threequarters of the House of Lords are men.
While I discuss it openly with my family — my husband and children, all in their 20s, are wellversed in the challenges it brings — I’ve never talked about it at work. Sadly, few women feel able to do so as we’re worried that others might think it means we’re incapable of doing our jobs.
Yet, as more of us do open up about the impact of the so-called ‘change’, it’s clear a significant number of women suffer similarly in middle age. And, for those of us in public life, the symptoms can be especially embarrassing.
Last year I was a guest on the Peston show, which goes out live on ITV, when the dreaded brain fog suddenly took a hold.
I was part of a panel, a role I’ve
‘I don’t think any of them realised it was down to the menopause — three quarters of the House of Lords are men’
taken countless times, and don’t recall what we were discussing. What I vividly do remember, however, is Robert Peston glancing in my direction and, as my mind went completely blank, all I could think was: ‘Oh my God, please do not come to me on this!’
Luckily, he posed the next question to someone else, giving me time to overcome the panic, and the hot flush it triggered, before it was my turn.
It somehow seems deeply unfair that, at a time of life when so many of us are patting ourselves on the back for having raised our families and climbed the career ladder, along comes menopause.
Most women who succeed in public life have fought archaic, sexist attitudes that we’re not physically and emotionally quite up to our jobs. Then suddenly, when we’re at the top of our game, we start having symptoms that give ammunition to those misogynists who have always wanted to see us struggle.
Occasionally, we see other women MPs on TV struggling with figures or facts. It’s time we gave more thought to what that might be about, rather than the usual cry of: ‘Oh, she’s not up to it.’
It will continue to be difficult for all women in the workplace, not just those of us in Parliament, unless we can have honest conversations about the symptoms that exist around this time of our lives, without worrying about the consequences for our jobs.
Most of us do all we can to help ourselves — until recently, I always spoke without notes, but now I jot a few pointers down, just in case the fog descends. I rarely need them because, like many middleaged women, I function well most of the time. Now, if I take part in ten televised debates and in one of them I’m not quite up to scratch, I always tell myself: ‘OK that was a bad day, it’s something that can happen when you’re at this stage in your life.’
What we need is for the rest of society to start giving us those same breaks.
STILL HOT! 42 Brilliantly Honest Menopause Stories, by Kaye Adams and Vicky Allan (Black & White Publishing) is out on October 15.