Meet the new me!

I WAS blown away by how brave Louis Tomlinson was when he performed on

at the weekend, just days after losing his mum to leukaemia.

I have no idea how he managed to stay so composed and I think his mum would have been very proud.

His mum, Johannah Deakin, was 43 when she died and she leaves behind seven kids, which is heartbreaking.

I just hope Louis uses his money to look after his siblings and make sure they get the best education, now that I WAS at an event last week for the launch of SIXTY6 magazine, which is produced by the same people who run Studio 66 TV.

They had the gorgeous Demi Rose on the cover of the first issue – she’s absolutely stunning!

And I couldn’t believe how fit she was in real life – so I’m not surprised she caught the eye of Kylie Jenner’s boyfriend Tyga earlier this year. MAKE sure you tune in to Studio 66 TV tomorrow night from 10pm on Sky channel 912 and from midnight on Freeview channel 185.

Everyone always gets so horny around this time of year so I can’t wait to take some naughty calls from you guys!

I will be working over Christmas – if you miss me on TV you can always log on to

and have a private show on webcam! his mum is no longer around.

It’s always awful when you lose a parent and watching Louis dedicate that performance to his mother just brought back the memories of how I felt when my own mum passed away from pancreatic cancer.

This will be my third Christmas without her, but it never gets any easier. And I can’t imagine how difficult Christmas is going to be for Louis and his family.

My heart goes out to them all.

She is a tiny little thing with big boobs and an incredible figure and I actually thought to myself, she looks a lot like a young Linsey Dawn McKenzie!

I didn’t get a chance to speak to her as the party was absolutely packed with people, but I did lock eyes with her across the room.

She gave me a look as if to say ‘I know who you are’ and I smiled and did the same back.

I think we will definitely be seeing a lot more of her in 2017! I FINALLY had some free time to put the Christmas decorations up this week.

So I popped open a nice bottle of wine and put on some Christmas songs, while I put up the tree. It ended up taking me about three days to put up as we could only find half of the tree – but the finished thing was worth the effort.

I am feeling really festive this year and haven’t had a minute to myself around working, drinking and partying to be honest!

I’m pretty much partied out now and am really looking forward to spending Christmas at home with my family this year. My little boy Luca excited to see what Santa brings him! SINGER: Louis SPEAKING of The X Factor, am actually glad it is finally over for another year.

I was rooting for Five after Midnight to win, but I wasn’t surprised that Matt Terry won it.

I think it was all set up, to be honest, and I actually feel sorry for him, as he would probably go on to do better if he had lost.

I can see it now, he is going to be another Joe McElderry or Steve Brookstein – we won’t hear from him for a year or two and then no-one will care when he finally does release an album.

Honey G will be the real star of this series, and she has already been signed up by Simon Cowell’s label SyCo.

She got a lot of stick while she was on the show but at the end of the day she was very entertaining, and that’s what the public want!

And she is going to release her debut single before Christmas… I