I’d like to thank…

My wonderful mother, Andrea,

Since I finally opened up to you 18 months ago, about my decade-long battle with a restrictive eating disorder, you have done nothing but dedicate your life to helping me through it.

I have pushed you away, lied to protect myself, and screamed at you to let me go when the mental and physical pain has felt too much to bear. But, still, you have never given up on me. You have been my rock, my saviour and more than I could ever wish for in terms of support.

You have wiped away my tears, held me tight to stop me from harming myself, and been by my side as I’ve lain in hospital beds, too poorly to move, fearing that my body was ready to give up the fight.

I owe you my life. You have given me more comfort than you will ever know. Finally, I feel hope for my future once again and excited at the possibility of fulfilling all the dreams I once held. For this, I will be forever grateful. Love,

Elaine