Are you suffering from social re-entry anxiety?
If you’re nervous about the return to post-pandemic life, you’re not alone, reports
Before March of last year, Izzy Rose rarely spent an evening in. At 21, she was thriving on the first rungs of her career in music and fashion marketing; weeknights usually meant networking events at swish hotels, where she collected all the free drinks she could handle. At weekends, she danced with her friends in underground nightclubs. It “felt like the world was ending” when lockdown was imposed last year, she remembers, confining her to her east London flat, which she shares with her boyfriend.
If the Government’s roadmap is to be believed, that adventure-packed life could be back on the cards by summer. But instead of filling her with excitement, Rose feels only dread. “It brings me anxiety to think about going back to how busy I was, meeting new people every day. I was so on the ball before; I could smalltalk away. Now, I’ve kind of forgotten how to do all that.”
Her words shed light on a peculiar trend some experts are calling “re-entry anxiety”. After a year of Zoom and banana bread-baking, some psychologists have warned we have become a nation of hermits, afraid to leave our front door – even once the threat of Covid has receded. A large study published this week by the Together Coalition, a charity chaired by the Archbishop of Canterbury, found one-third of Britons think the country will not go back to the way it was before Covid, because we have become accustomed to staying apart.
“Everyone, to some extent, has become deskilled at socialising,” says Dr Kamran Ahmed, a clinical psychologist who has written about his own battles with social anxiety. “If we’re not using our social muscles, then we get a little bit out of practice – just like with anything else.”
Those feeling anxious fall generally into two camps, he says. In the first group are those with a diagnosed condition, like social anxiety disorder. They
‘I could small-talk away. Now I have forgotten how to do all that’
probably felt relieved when lockdown was imposed, but there is a danger their condition has become “entrenched”. Far less attention has been paid to the second group: those without any diagnosed anxiety disorder, but who are feeling frightened, perhaps unable to sleep, at the thought of getting on a crowded train carriage, or seeing groups of friends. Dr Ahmed, who is from the UK but now lives in Sydney, remembers how bizarre he felt attending a party after the Australian city emerged from its first lockdown last year: “I think I’d almost forgotten how to dance.” A 2010 study found that in the brains of socialites with a large circle of friends, their amygdala (the emotional processing region) tended to be larger than average. Some believe that this region can grow and shrink depending on the rhythm of a person’s life; research published in 2012 found veterans tend to have smaller than average amygdalas after experiencing a traumatic battlefield event. A long time in spent solitude can also affect the balance of hormones in your system associated with stress and bonding.
It’s something Charlotte Balbier, 43, understands. As mother to Harry, three, she used to rely on a network of other mothers near her home close to Manchester. She runs a career coaching firm, and was always keen to see clients face-to-face. Then came the first lockdown, which wasn’t nearly as suffocating as she feared. “You suddenly realised everything you have. I was finding things in the cellar, in the loft. I was going, ‘Oh, I can live without that …” she remembers.
After a year of enforced distance from her former life, Balbier found her Whatsapp channels exploded last week when Boris Johnson announced his roadmap from lockdown. “Everyone’s saying, ‘We need a girls’ day out’, ‘We need a holiday’, ‘We need a new outfit’. Suddenly, it’s pressure, stress, expectations. That was really daunting and overwhelming.”
Emerging from lockdown might feel like a sharp fall back to Earth, psychologists say – and perhaps we could take advice from those who have, literally, returned to our planet after a long time away. Astronauts who spend long periods on the International Space Station take time to acclimatise to life back among fellow humans, research has found, as do Antarctic explorers: expedition leader Rachael Robertson returned to Australia in 2017 after 11 months at the ultra-secluded Davis Station base. “I was really anxious,” she told CNBC. “I thought I’d be thrilled … actually, it overwhelmed me.”
Re-entry fears are so common among prisoners, they have coined a term: “gate fever”. Steve Dagworthy, who from 2009 served a six-year fraud sentence at HMP Chelmsford, and now runs Prison Consultants, the UK’S first jail-time advice service, remembers lying atop his bunk bed night after night towards the end of his stretch, with a pit of growing dread in his stomach.
“It’s a cocoon,” he says. “The fear of coming out is probably as bad as the fear going in. I found it extremely stressful. In prison, you’re used to things being very slow. You’re not used to demands, having to earn a living, having to support people.”
Lockdown is nothing like prison, of course; for all the restrictions, we still (mostly) have our freedom. But Balbier has realised she needs to “start mentally readjusting”, going as far as to wonder whether it would be easier to “just stay on a semi-lockdown for the rest of my life. I’m sure I won’t,” she adds, but the thought of a return to life as it once was is overwhelming; a slow easing-in is her best chance at social re-entry. “At least, that’s how I’m dealing with it in my head”.