Grief over baby makes me feel closer to her BARLOW OPENS UP ON LOSS OF POPPY
SINGER Ellie Goulding looks like a Christmas fairy in a white lacy gown at Capital FM’S Jingle Bell Ball yesterday.
The Love Me Like You Do star showed off her quirky fashion sense in a billowing frock tied with a crop top GARY Barlow has told of how his grief over his stillborn daughter has not left – and makes him feel close to her.
The Take That singer, who lost Poppy in 2012, said: “For anyone who has been through anything like this I think it’s something you accept you’re going to be dealing with the rest of your life. In a and cycling shorts. And Ellie, 31, will be wearing white again soon – after recently announcing her engagement to GB rowing star Caspar Jopling, 26.
Olly Murs, 34, also had some neat moves while 1D star Liam Payne, 25, crouched down but still wowed fans in London... knee-dless to say. strange way you don’t want it to end because it’s one of the few things you have to remind you of the person that’s not there. “In some ways the pain and the grief brings you closer to them.” The singer also told of how writing about his loss has helped him cope. He said he and wife Dawn “talked endlessly” about whether he should open up about it in his autobiography A Better Me, published in October.
Gary said: “It felt important to me as a 47-year-old man to talk about something bad that’s happened and how it made me feel. You can pick up several magazines and know how women deal with things and learn how other people have experienced them and for some reason men don’t talk about those things.”
Gary – father to Daniel, 18, Emily, 16, and Daisy, nine – is urging other men to be more open about their emotions.
Speaking to BBC Radio 4’s Desert Island Discs, which airs today, he also revealed how he struggled with bulimia as his solo career flopped and how his ego led to Take That splitting up.
GOLLY, OLLY: Murs looks to be having a right Ball IN PAYNE? Liam in a downward Direction JINGLE ELL: Ellie was all white on the night at big festive gig
SHARING: Gary & wife Dawn