Two twins whose VERY contrasting lives reveal why millions of women are suffering emotional burnout
And, as their new book explains, it’s all down to being TOO KIND
THE day my sister Amelia ended up in hospital, fearing she was going to die, began like any other. The alarm went off at 6.30am and, after wolfing down breakfast, she ran out of the door to get to work by 8am.
Aged 32 at the time and an assistant music professor at a US university, her ten-hour day of teaching involved no lunch break – instead she crammed in revision for her upcoming doctorate exam.
After a takeaway dinner, evening concert rehearsals and a brief conversation with her husband about their weekend break with his three teenage children, she finally fell into bed, exhausted. Lying in the dark, her mind whirred. And two hours into her sleeping-pill induced slumber, Amelia woke in excruciating pain. Sharp jolts of agony pierced her abdomen, leaving her breathless and panicked.
She was rushed to hospital where doctors discovered her white blood cell count was five times higher than it should be – a sign the immune system was under incredible strain. She was in hospital for four days. But tests revealed nothing further and she was sent home.
Yet a year later, she was back in hospital, this time with a catalogue of ailments including back pain, asthma, severe depression and a sudden bout of acute appendicitis.
I am Amelia’s identical twin and am always a picture of health. At 41, I have never been in hospital. So why was Amelia’s body broken and mine in mint condition? As a health educator and biologist, armed with decades of scientific research, I believe I have the answer.
It lies in a phenomenon called ‘burnout’ which affects half a million Britons every year with victims mostly women and 40 per cent more likely to suffer, not because of any fundamental biological differences between the sexes but because of the way male and female roles in society have evolved.
EXHAUSTION WRECKS THE IMMUNE SYSTEM
ASIDE from the sense of helplessness, the physical repercussions of burnout can be catastrophic. The increased release of stress hormones leads to chronic high blood pressure, putting excess strain on the heart. Immune system functioning, tissue repair and the digestive system are all ‘paused’, increasing the risk of fatal infections.
It’s my belief that Amelia’s ‘cascade’ of damaging symptoms was due to the emotional workload she was dealing with day after day.
Our research revealed burnout is not just linked to increased risk of psychiatric disorders – such as anxiety and depression – but may be the reason why thousands of women end up in hospital with physical issues ranging from chronic pain and digestive problems to infertility and migraines. It could even pre-dispose sufferers to dangerous infections such as appendicitis – as it did with Amelia.
Burnout dampens down the immune system, allowing infections that would normally be snuffed out to thrive.
A Dutch study found those with burnout were up to four times more likely to suffer gastroenteritis – an inflamed gut due to bacterial or viral infection.
YOU GET STUCK IN A NON-STOP STRESS CYCLE
BURNOUT happens when the body and brain are in a biological state of stress for a prolonged period of time, as was the case with Amelia.
The purpose of the brain’s stress centre is to arm us with the physiological tools to escape or fight when faced with the threat of death. Usually, the body performs this function perfectly well.
The problem is that such an extreme response is triggered by what we perceive to be a threat. Millennia ago, these were indeed life-threatening (a hungry lion, for instance), but nowadays a perceived threat is more likely to be an angry boss, or a mountain of bills. Our body leaps to the same physical reaction. The hormone adrenaline pushes blood into our muscles and to our vital organs, enabling us to run faster and fight fiercer. Endorphins are released to reduce pain sensitivity and blood rushes to our brain, making us alert and hyper-vigilant. Systems that aren’t a priority – immune, digestive and reproductive – are suppressed.
The human body is only designed to function in this state temporarily. In the past, on escaping the lion, we took a relaxing sigh of relief, grateful to be alive. The natural cycle of stress was completed.
But what happens when the lion re-emerges every morning at your office? We become stuck, mid-cycle. The body and brain remains locked in a state of terror. Day in, day out.
WOMEN PUT OTHERS BEFORE THEMSELVES
THE main difference between Amelia and myself – and a key factor in her burnout – lies in what I call ‘human giver syndrome’ where someone keeps giving to others (in terms of time, emotional support and care) but expects nothing in return. As a result, they end up stuck in the middle of the stress cycle, physically and emotionally, before they burn out of steam, leading to the cascade of physical repercussions.
Our research found thousands of women fell victim to this ill, believing they must keep their negative emotions to themselves in a bid to improve the lives of others.
It happens because girls are raised to be calm, attentive and helpful to others at all times, but boys, less so. Recent Canadian research found the female tendency to allow others to take the spotlight led to missed work opportunities and catastrophic physical consequences – including heart disease and immune problems.
From a young age, Amelia – like most women – was a ‘people pleaser’, hiding her anger or misery so not to upset others. I was seen as different to other girls for my unwillingness to fit in. Oddly, the unique traits that made me feel odd as a teenager may, at some point, save my life.
SOMETIMES WE MUST LOOK AFTER OURSELVES
NOBODY has a limitless capacity to care for others, without it having a detrimental effect on their wellbeing.
When we experience stress on behalf of other people, we dismiss it as ‘irrational’ and are unlikely to grant ourselves the time to deal with the emotional fall-out.
This creates stress overload in the emotion centres of the brain that reduces empathy, something psychologists call ‘compassion fatigue’, a precursor to burnout.
Studies suggest half of all nurses and doctors exhibit troubling signs of compassion fatigue and those affected have higher incidences of alcoholism, drug dependency, headaches and high blood pressure.
For Amelia, the emotional turmoil of her stepchildrens’ teenage traumas coupled with caring for sick relatives and friends sent her into a spiral of mental distress.
WOMEN SIMMER WITH UNRELEASED ANGER
IN PSYCHOLOGY, there is a recognised syndrome called the ‘good girl complex’. Just as girls are raised to put others first, they’re told to be nice and happy, too.
Research shows girls are more adept at recognising others’ emotions but worse than males at expressing the negative ones.
Men, on the other hand, are far more likely than women to respond to affliction with anger or aggression. This puts women at a disadvantage as angry outbursts act as quick, effective way of completing the stress cycle.
Instead, many women are walking around with decades of incomplete stress response cycles simmering away in our chemistry.
WE NEED MORE SLEEP BUT CAN’T SWITCH OFF
SCIENTISTS know six to eight hours sleep a night is key for healthy immune function, metabolism, memory, inflammation reduction and cell repair.
But women are 50 per cent more likely than men to suffer insomnia and have a 20 per cent increased risk of sleep disorders.
After years of practising activities such as meditation, exercise and time off work, Amelia has seen her physical health improve. She’s healthier, saner and happier than she was in her 20s.
Use our science-based tricks that helped her and you could be, too.
Burnout: The Secret To Solving The Stress Cycle, by Emily and Amelia Nagoski (Vermilion, £16.99).