IT WAS OUR HAPPIEST, SADDEST DAY
Husband rushes to arrange wedding in hospital
The partner of Pauline Hunt has told how he secretly planned the couple’s heartbreaking wedding after her devastating diagnosis. Devoted Gordon fought back tears to comfort Pauline when doctors revealed the kidney transplant that was supposed to save her life was killing her instead.
He said: “I had to be strong for my Pauline because I could see how frightened she was when the specialists told her the transplant had given her cancer. “Nobody could tell us how long she has, so I resolved to give her the best possible memories. I wanted her to know just how much I loved her.
“We had planned to get married next May, but after the diagnosis, I decided we had to bring the wedding forward.
“I set about planning the most special day I could for her. “Inside my heart was broken in a million bits because I’d waited all my life to find this incredible lady, and here she was being taken from me in the most cruel way.” Gordon, a former warehouseman, began searching for a bridal gown fit to grace the love of his life. He said: “Pauline and had I met online almost three years ago, and from the moment I laid eyes on her, I knew she was the one I had been waiting for.
“We hadn’t even exchanged words, but when I saw her waiting for me at Buchanan Street bus station in Glasgow on our very first date, somehow I just knew we would be together.”
Within weeks, they were a couple and during a holiday to Benidorm, Gordon tricked Pauline to go up on stage in front of hundreds of people, so he could go down on one knee to propose.
Gordon said: “I’d bought a beautiful engagement ring and we invited our kids and my sister to go on holiday with us.
“They were all in on the secret. Only Pauline didn’t have a clue about my proposal plans.
“We’d been for a lovely meal and were settling down to watch the nightly show in the hotel when Pauline got called to the stage. “She threw me daggers because she thought I’d put her name up to sing. But when I followed her to the stage and dropped to one knee and proposed, the whole place erupted and she said ‘yes’.”
Pauline joked: “I could have killed him. But that’s Gordon. He’s a right romantic and of course I said yes. Who wouldn’t after that?”
The couple planned their lives together unaware of the life-anddeath struggle that lay ahead. Gordon said: “We had planned to get married next year, so we hadn’t done all the saving we’d planned.
“But that didn’t stop me. I wanted my girl to have the best day of her life.
“I found a beautiful wedding dress online, and I managed to get it for £60. I just knew it would be beautiful on Pauline and I was right. She looked like a princess when she put it on.
“I applied for a special licence to get married at the Queen Elizabeth hospital because we didn’t know how much time we had left together. “The hospital chaplain was wonderful and agreed to marry us. “Friends and family gathered round and together we managed to get stunning flowers, a wedding cake, kilt outfits and bridesmaids dresses. We even got a hotel booked for a reception.
“When people heard what had happened to Pauline, they were so kind and offered their services either free or at cost.
“No matter what, my girl was going to have her big day.”
The couple married in the hospital in March, and when Gordon slipped the diamondencrusted wedding band he had chosen onto Pauline’s finger, there wasn’t a dry eye in the room.
Gordon said: “I’d wanted Pauline to know the depth of my love. That I’d always be by her side. When we kissed as man and wife for the first time, you can see the happiness we both shared from the wedding photographs.”
Pauline and Gordon refused to let cancer spoil their wedding day.
She said: “Everyone there that day knew what had happened to me. But nobody mentioned it. I didn’t want the word cancer to even be spoken on our wedding day.” The happy couple, who have four grown-up children, threw a reception for more than a hundred guests at a hotel near the hospital.
Pauline said: “It really was everything I would have wanted if I’d been able to plan it all myself.
I knew she was the one from the very first minute we met
Some nights I lie awake blaming myself. Pauline had a really bad feeling before the surgery but I persuaded her...i said it would change her life
“In truth, our wedding day was made even more special than I could ever have imagined because everyone had done their bit to make it a happy occasion.
“My dad made a very proud speech, so did Gordon and his son Darren. When we got up for our first dance, everyone cheered.
“We were surrounded by love and happiness, and somehow that kept the tears mostly at bay.
“I was determined to fight though the pain and tiredness to be there to say goodbye to all my guests.
“It really was the most wonderful day,” she added.
“I was too ill for a honeymoon, but Gordon and all our family and friends had made our wedding day so special, that didn’t matter.”
Gordon says he will never forgive the NHS and transplant service for what happened to Pauline. He said: “She is such a wonderful lady, the thought of losing her makes me sick and beyond angry.
“I can’t bear to think about her not being here.”
The big bear of a man has to wipe back a tear as he thinks about the nightmare that lies ahead.
He said: “There are nights when I lie awake and blame myself.
“On the day of the transplant Pauline told me she had a horrible feeling about the operation.
“She said she had this feeling of doom and it was so bad, she tried to pack her bag and go home.
“I can’t get it out of my head that I persuaded her to stay and have the operation.
“There were three kidneys available that day. One of them was scarred, so they didn’t use it.
“It was a 50/50 chance that Pauline got the kidney that would put her in her deathbed.
“I wish I’d listened to her fears that day instead of assuring her she was just suffering nerves.
“If I had, she wouldn’t have got cancer.”
In a voice breaking with emotion, he said: “Each day is special to us now because we don’t know how long Pauline has.
“I try and make her smile, because Pauline has the most beautiful smile it, lights up the room.
“But I see the sadness and fear in her eyes.
“It tears me apart that there’s nothing I can do to take that pain away from her.
“The devastation doesn’t just affect us. Our families are heartbroken too.
“The day I had to gather them together to tell them Pauline had developed cancer from the kidney transplant was the worst.
“Everyone had been so excited at the prospect of Pauline getting a new lease of life with the kidney transplant, telling them it’s killing her instead of freeing her from hours of dialysis was one of the hardest things I’ve had to do.” For now, life is a continuous round of hospitals and specialists.
Pauline said: “There’s no break from it.
“There’s hardly a day goes by when I’m not attached to a dialysis machine or going for tests. “Gordon is always at my side. “We are so grateful we found each other when we did. “When you know you may not have long to live, every single moment together is incredibly precious.”