Between HRT and the fish oils, I feel younger than 60
Author Marian Keyes talks to Hannah Stephenson about key anniversaries of writing, marriage and quitting alcohol
SHE may call herself an “ordinary alcoholic” – but there is nothing ordinary about global bestselling novelist Marian Keyes, whose contemporary tales of relationships, family and the ups and downs of life have earned her millions of fans. In January, she celebrated 30 years of sobriety, feeling “pride, pleasure and delight”, posting a heartfelt Instagram message to those who are struggling with alcohol issues. Today, she openly admits that she still goes to support meetings regularly.
“I’m just an ordinary alcoholic, trying my best to stay sober one day at a time,” she says. “It doesn’t go away. It’s not like, you have cancer and then you get cured and you’re grand. But [meetings]
work for me.”
ere are other landmark anniversaries and events – a portrait of her was recently unveiled at the National Gallery of Ireland, she’s about to celebrate 30 years as a published author and last year she turned 60, although she doesn’t feel her age, she insists.
“I felt ne at the time because I’ve never minded about getting older. I’ve always felt that, as I’ve got older, life has got easier in terms of what people expect from women. Becoming invisible has de nitely got a lot going for it.
“I’ve felt weird in that I feel much younger than 60 and in a way that my life is still waiting to start. I realise that people don’t grow out of this. I think one day I’ll feel like I’ve arrived. Sixty was the age that women were put out to grass, 60 sounds older than it actually is. It’s not what it was 30 years ago.
“You know, it’s youthful now. Between HRT and the sh oils, I feel younger than 60.”
Next year she will celebrate 30 years since her debut novel, Watermelon, was published. Her array of bestselling novels since then includes
Rachel’s Holiday, Grown Ups and is Charming Man.
Marian has gone through huge peaks and troughs since Watermelon was published, including periods of clinical depression when she was unable to sleep, read, write or talk and tried many therapies – both conventional and alternative.
She’s also gone through the menopause which she describes as “awful”. She says: “I was 45 when the perimenopause started. e anxiety was horri c, like, what was going on? It was the emotional stu rather than the physical stu that I found di cult – the mood swings, the fear, the anxiety, the rage. I felt way too young.
“I got HRT, but it took a while to get it right. I was lucky that the woman I went to wasn’t one of these menopause deniers. But I’ve encountered it since, the doctors who are reluctant to prescribe it, telling me, ‘ ere’s no need for it, women have done this for centuries’.
“Yeah, and for centuries there weren’t antibiotics either, people died from the u. ere
was no such thing as an anaesthetic, so if you needed your leg amputated it was no fun.”
Today, though, she feels grateful for all that she has, both in her career and her personal life: “I feel amazed and incredibly lucky to have been published and allowed to keep doing this for so long,” she re ects.
Marian, who lives in Dublin with her husband Tony Baines, seems genuinely ummoxed as to why her novels – contemporary romantic tales peppered with her trademark wit, but often covering heavier themes including addiction, depression and bereavement – have become multi-million sellers that have stood the test of time.
“I can only go on what other people tell me, that I write with warmth and I’m truthful, honest and authentic in my characters and people nd that comforting.”
Her latest book, My Favourite
Mistake, sees fortysomething Anna Walsh – one of the sisters in the Walsh family, as featured in some of her previous novels – throwing away her dream life and high- ying career as a beauty PR executive in New York and ditching her partner to return to friends and family in Ireland.
Her sister, recovering alcoholic Rachel – as featured in Rachel’s Holiday and Again, Rachel, a nod to Marian’s’ own experience of alcoholism – plays a supporting role in this tale.
In Ireland, Anna tries to help her friend Brigit set up a luxury wellness retreat in the face of staunch opposition by locals and sets out to uncover who is sabotaging the work site. Meanwhile, Anna’s past relationship with her guarded colleague Joey keeps the reader guessing.
Marian admits that she went through her fair share of unsuitable boyfriends in her 20s when she was at the height of her alcoholism: “It’s always presented as something fun, but after I got sober, I thought, why would I spend time with someone who is unreliable and mean?
“Falling in love is not a game, it’s about real life, thinking, can I live with this person? Do I care about them, do I want to mind them, do I trust them, are they kind to me?”
Enter Tony, her husband of almost 30 years, who she knew through friends while she was still drinking. She recalls the moment she realised that he was “the one”: “It was eight months after we started spending time together and he came to collect me from work. I remember waiting at the door.
“And he appeared around the corner, right on time. I was looking at him thinking, ‘He’s beautiful and he’s lovely to me and we have so much fun’. at was it. He didn’t let me down.
“He’s reliable, he’s kind, he’s clever,” she continues. “He is very di erent to me. He is whatever the opposite of an addict is. He’s moderate in his habits. But in other things, we are very aligned on our views on the world.”
ey have both changed, she says, and have accommodated each other’s paths in life. Tony, for instance, loves climbing “Everest-style mountains”, Marian explains, and she wouldn’t dream of stopping him.
As for turning 60, she says she doesn’t particularly take better care of herself physically.
“I’m rubbish at it. We’re supposed to be lifting weights and making our bones strong and eating a particular diet. Well, I don’t. I eat far too much chocolate and sweets. e only exercise I do is I run on a treadmill because it makes me feel happy.
“And every time I do it, I say that the next time I exercise I’m going to be doing the weights, the sit-ups, the whole business with the bone strengthening, but when it comes to it I think I’d rather just run.”
She runs around 8km every other day, having started during lockdown: “It kept my head straight and my body anxiety-free.”
To maintain her mental health, she’s careful about not taking too much on: “I don’t have the energy that I used to have and I nd it unnatural to talk about oneself at length. It makes me feel not good and then I start worrying about what I’ve said.”
Marian says she no longer feels herself slipping into depression: “I’m not going there again. It was awful and I don’t think I’d have the stamina to survive another go.”
My Favourite Mistake by Marian Keyes, (Penguin Michael Joseph), priced £22
I’m just an ordinary alcoholic, trying my best to stay sober one day at a time