Blaming family for rejecting troubled son

DEAR ABBY >> My beautiful adopted son, “Allen,” age 32, took his life six months ago. He had struggled with mental illness his entire adult life. He’d had a close relationship with his cousin — in fact, the boys were inseparable. But when Allen started smoking tobacco at 13, my sister would no longer allow him around her son, even though her husband smoked. Allen was devastated.

My younger brother has a big cabin and hosts annual deer hunting events. I approached him several times to ask if Allen could be invited to the hunt or just be invited to the northern woods for fun. His answer was always “Not this time.”

My husband died 11 years ago. Coming from a big family, I thought I’d get some help from them. Quite the opposite. Today, I’m left with bitter feelings toward my family. I know I’ll never get over these losses or the feeling that the rejection from my siblings was part of Allen’s depression. I’m not looking to mend my relationship with my siblings, just some words of comfort. — Sadder Than Sad in Michigan

DEAR SADDER >> Please accept my deepest sympathy for the loss of your son. Your family may not have included him because they didn’t understand his mental illness and felt ill-equipped to cope with it. This is not to excuse the fact that they distanced themselves, but rather to try to explain why they may have kept him at arm’s length.

There is support available for you in the absence of theirs so you won’t feel so alone. The American Foundation for Suicide Prevention could enable you to find a grief support group near you. To find one, visit afsp.org. Another terrific organization is the National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI). Visit nami.org and you will find a wealth of resources for families like yours. PLEASE don’t wait.