Being there at the end
Dear Readers: Every year during this time I step away from my column to work on other creative projects. I hope you enjoy these “Best of ” Q&As from 10 years ago.
Today’s topic is surviving loss.
I’ll be back with fresh columns in two weeks.
Dear Amy: Last year a good friend was diagnosed with cancer and embarked on chemotherapy treatment.
I let her know I would be there for whatever she needed, and until recently our friendship didn’t seem to change. She had always been very active, and we continued to spend time together. I took my cue from her as to whether she wanted to talk about her illness.
Last month she got the news that her chemo was failing and that her situation seems terminal. She suddenly ceased all communication with me.
She does have very strong, close family support, so at least I know she’s not alone in this. But I can’t help but feel that she has abandoned me. I’m in the dark as to whether she’s at home or in hospice or what, and it’s breaking my heart.
I guess all I can do is continue to email, send cards and post encouraging messages on her Facebook page. Any other suggestions?
Brokenhearted
Dear Brokenhearted: When facing the end of life, some people withdraw from all but a very small circle of people. You are right; this is heartbreaking, but it’s what this individual wants to do. If you are in touch with your friend on Facebook, you also should be able to contact at least one of her family members through Facebook to see how she is.
Remember that they are also in a crisis moment in their lives.
Hospice care is a great gift to the dying and those who love them. A hospice counselor could speak with you, so at the very least you would understand the process in order not to take this personally, and to ease your own pain and feelings of loss.
Your local hospital should be able to connect you with a hospice volunteer.
(April 2011)
Dear Amy: “Brokenhearted Old Friend” was devastated when her dying friend withdrew all contact from her. I had a similar experience with a relative. I didn’t understand why this person would choose to distance herself from many near and dear to her as she approached the end of her life, but a hospice volunteer told me that this is common.
Sad Relative
Dear Sad: Respecting the wishes of a dying person — even as they draw inward — is one of the burdens of being a survivor.
(May 2011)
Dear Amy: My brother recently died of amyotrophic lateral sclerosis.
I was most grateful for two letters from friends that he had the chance to read before his death.
They reminded him of shared memories, highlighted his most special qualities and reiterated how much he meant to them. They said how much they loved him and how they would miss him. He shared them with me so proudly.
Another Reader
Dear Reader: This sort of warmth and affection can be expressed even at a distance.
(June 2011)