Ghosted, seeking closure

Dear Amy: Through some unusual circumstances too complicated to explain here, I met another man about seven and a half years ago.

We first met for a sexual encounter and soon became lovers. And then we became good friends.

We are both well into our elder years, and are regularly tested, so we know each other’s health.

Prior to our meeting, his husband as well as my wife had long since lost interest in sex, so sex was the initial attraction for both of us.

We live in different cities but manage to see each other several times a year. Sometimes we only meet for lunch or supper and just talk — for hours and hours. Other times we have the opportunity to be intimate. We share our thoughts, dreams, family issues, concerns, etc.

The last few months his communications have slowed down. I have not heard from him in a few weeks. No explanation, no messages, no nothing. I guess that is “ghosting”?

I feel like I at least need some sort of closure. I will be in his city in a few weeks.

Should I try again to make contact with him so I can have a sense of closure?

What might be the best way, and how persistent should I be? Or should I just let it go?

Ghosted

Dear Ghosted: Yes, you should contact him. Ask, perhaps by text: “Could you get back to me, just to let me know if you’re OK? I miss hearing from you, but at this point I’m just looking for an explanation for why you haven’t been in touch, and I’ve started to worry. I’ll be in town soon, in case you want to meet in person.”

After this effort, I think you need to just let it go.

And this is not on topic, but I hope your wife also has been tested for STDs.

Dear Amy: I don’t think I’ve ever seen this subject addressed. This could be an issue that a straight person or gay person has encountered. (I happen to be gay.)

My ex died suddenly a few years ago from a tear in one of the chambers of his heart. He was 53.

After our split (due to infidelity on his part), we were able to put aside our acrimony toward each other and move on as friends. He even attended my wedding to my current husband.

When he died, I was devastated. The grief was pretty intense.

People around me were acting like, “If you were just friends, then why are you taking this so hard?”

My husband tried to be understanding but I felt that he didn’t really understand.

At that point I had no romantic interest in my ex. Did I overreact?

Wounded Ex in the Midwest

Dear Wounded: The indelible line from John Donne’s poem “No Man Is an Island” immediately comes to mind: “Any man’s death diminishes me, For I am involved in mankind.”

Continuing to piggyback on this poem, I’ll tell you “for whom the bell tolls”: The bell tolls for you, and for every grieving person.

A friend of mine recently described the impact of the loss of friends as being like having holes blasted through your life.

You shared your life with your ex, and after your breakup you continued on in friendship. Of course, you mourn this loss!

There is no shortcut through grief, and there is no need to justify how you feel or your intense grief after the death of a friend.