Biles pulls out of final, citing mental health
The U.S. women’s team finished second to Russia after the stunning withdrawal of star Simone Biles. Earlier, Biles posted on social media about feeling the weight of the world on her shoulders.
Her heart was in it, but her head was not. And when Simone Biles lost her bearings in mid-air during a relatively simple vault in the first rotation of the women’s team competition, she knew the risks were too great for her to continue attempting to perform the dazzling skills she had always pulled off with an assurance that disguised their danger.
“I had no idea where I was in the air,” Biles said of her vault, on which she completed only 1 1⁄2 of the 2 1⁄2 twists she had planned. “You have to be there 100% or 120% because if you’re not, you could get hurt.”
Biles, 24, was second-guessing herself the past few days, sagging under the pressure of being the GOAT — the greatest of all time. She had lost the joy that gymnastics had brought her since she was an active kid who tumbled and jumped off the couch in her parents’ Texas home.
Some of her innocence and enthusiasm were stolen when she was sexually abused by Larry Nassar, the former national team doctor who abused hundreds of women, including many elite gymnasts. Some of the delight she derived from the sport was crushed by feeling the weight of the world on her shoulders, as she said in an Instagram post earlier this week. The stress had become especially intense in Tokyo, where
she was expected to dominate the Olympics and repeat as all-around champion while leading the U.S. to a third straight team championship. Strong and powerful though she is, it was too heavy a burden to continue carrying.
Her doubts came to a head on Tuesday, when she walked off the competition floor at Ariake Gymnastics Centre after her vault. She went to the locker room with a member of the team medical staff and returned wearing a warmup suit over her red, white and blue leotard. That she emerged not wearing the hand grips she’d need to compete on the next event, the uneven bars, confirmed she was done. She passed the chalk — if not the symbolic torch — to Sunisa Lee, Jordan Chiles and Grace McCallum.
“We were all so stressed. She’s freakin’ Simone Biles,” Lee said. “She carried the team basically. When we had to kind of step up to the plate, it was very hard and stressful, but I’m very proud of us because we did that.”
They did the best they could, which always was gutsy and sometimes was outstanding, notably in Lee’s eye-popping uneven bars routine. But without Biles’ versatility and unique skills, the Americans couldn’t match the athletes of the Russian Olympic Committee, who
won the gold medal with 169.528 points.
The U.S. women were second, with 166.096 points, followed by the surprising British team with 164.096 points.
The Russian women, who won silver in the 2016 Rio team competition, have developed some extraordinary talent the past few years. They had outscored the Americans in the qualifying phase on Sunday. Even with Biles in the U.S. lineup Tuesday’s competition figured to be close. “It was the first time that we were competing for gold, not for silver,” said Angelina Melnikova, the only Russian from the 2016 team to return for these Games.
Silver is not the medal the American women are accustomed to wearing. But they weren’t losers by any measure, especially in Biles’ eyes, because her teammates responded with maturity and grace
under unpredictably difficult circumstances. “I think tonight, they get a gold medal from me in fighting because they never gave up and they showed the world what they’re capable of,” she said.
Biles previously qualified for the all-around final, which will take place on Thursday, as well as the final in each of the four apparatus. She said she hasn’t yet decided if she will compete in those events. A day off on Wednesday will go a long way toward helping her decide.
Although she had returned to the competition floor with tape encasing her ankle, she later said she hadn’t gotten hurt. “Injury, no. Just my pride is hurt a little bit,” she said.
“I felt pretty comfortable coming into the Olympic Games and I don’t really know what happened but just going through each of the days and of the training it just felt a little bit tougher. Going out there tonight could have gone better in my opinion because warmup wasn’t that bad. Still struggling with some things. Wasn’t too bad. Once I got out here it was just like, ‘You know what, I’m going to take a back seat. Let these girls go out there and do their thing,’ and they did it.”
Biles won gold on the vault in the 2016 Rio Games, part of her fivemedal haul. She later upgraded her skills to include a vault called a Yurchenko double pike, which no other female gymnast has landed. When she became hesitant before vaults that are less challenging, such as the easier vault that she couldn’t control on Tuesday, she knew she had to stop.
Biles has been outspoken about having dealt with mental health issues, and she has been inspired by tennis star Naomi Osaka’s acknowledgment of having faced similar doubts. The real victory would be if Biles’ decision to walk away from the team event leads someone else to seek help for their own fears. “I just think mental health [awareness] is more prevalent now in sports and it’s not like we have to put everything aside. We have to focus on ourselves,” she said.
“We’re human, too, so we have to protect our mind and our body rather than go out there and do what the world wants us to do.”