Poets and Writers

KRISTA EASTMAN

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The Painted Forest (West Virginia University Press, October), a debut collection of essays investigat­ing the myths we make about who we are and where we’re from; a lyrical excavation of rural Wisconsin, tourist towns, and the “under-imagined and overly caricature­d” Midwest. Agent: None. Editor:

Derek Krissoff. First lines: “This tubby steel machine, this 1978 Chevy Malibu station wagon, careens a large family forward, makes tinny the sound of our quarrels and questions while highway approaches and then unfurls behind, approaches and then unfurls. It is from this wagon that we view the sculptures, the scrap metal forms welded at weird angles onto themselves, forms that groan at ground in the way of all heavy equipment, but forms whose slanted reaches skyward warp and mock the object of industry. Here, out of nowhere, in the middle of nowhere, stands steel impractica­lity, love or whimsy or thought made big and embarrassi­ng, material and metallic. They are painted. They are placed, purposivel­y, along the road. We view and evade them by continuing at fifty-five miles per hour.”

Before I wrote essays, I used to string together pretty sentences I’d call stories and then wait around for the world’s admiration. It was kind of like riding my bike through a parade in sunny weather but with a creeping sense that something wasn’t right. After college I discovered the essay and found a way into the real work—the hard work— I’d always wanted to do. I loved the

scrappy elasticity of the essay, loved spending time in this place where you bring everything along, where you can fashion your own complicate­d misfit from some combinatio­n of a wobbly first-person perspectiv­e and the bizarre raw materials of the world. I even liked how, for a while there at least, the essay was not really capital-L literature, or not quite pure. My position was: “If you need me, I’ll be in the shadows working on my bastard art.” Even now, writing essays gives me permission—to drag strange things home without explanatio­n, to bring together disparate worlds, to live offline with my secrets.

When I started the earliest work from The Painted

Forest, I was writing from a series of questions about place and identity and myth and the stories we tell about who we are and where we’re from. I was raised working-class in a small town in rural Wisconsin. As I accumulate­d more experience of the world, I sometimes found I had to explain myself and my home to others, putting a complicate­d place onto maps where previously there’d been almost nothing at all. I became interested in the role of telling about a place, in talking back from the periphery to a more central cultural power, and in questions about who gets to make art and from what. The book sprang in part from a desire to sustain and express fascinatio­n for overlooked spaces and in part from an obsession with the complicate­d way we wed the power of storytelli­ng to ourselves, our identities, and our communitie­s.

After years of publishing in literary journals, I began to see which essays were speaking to each other and which weren’t. I sent out a manuscript to indie and university press book contests, for which it was sometimes a finalist.

Then I came upon West Virginia University Press and its In Place series, which publishes books about “the complexity and richness of place.” I sent my manuscript to the editor, Derek Krissoff, who began e-mailing me frequently and thoughtful­ly, a responsive­ness that provoked mild confusion until it occurred to me that the book was being read, carefully, by the people who were going to publish and champion it. When I signed the contract, I felt more wryness than joy. Inside that long-awaited moment of satisfacti­on, I could sense the presence of the same old dissatisfi­ed beast— the one who exists to demand more words and more work, more foolish attempts at making sense. It’s a short walk home, to what remains to be done.

I was raised working-class in a small town in rural

Wisconsin. As I accumulate­d more experience of the world, I sometimes

found I had to explain myself and my home to others, putting a complicate­d place onto maps where previously there’d been almost

nothing at all.

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