SPIRITUAL MATTERS
ON THE JOURNEY, JUDY BOWMAN
When God seems far away
She went to Mass every day. She listened to the Word of God proclaimed and heard the priest’s homily — words meant to enlighten and inspire. She received the Eucharist in Holy Communion. At home, she prayed. Her family watched her go to work and watched her come home again. She cooked and cleaned and cared for her children and her husband. She was active in her ministry work at church and as a volunteer at the local hospital. And always, she prayed. On the outside, nothing had changed. But on the inside, everything was darkness. Her spiritual life, once the source of her joy and peace, was now a wasteland. Prayer brought her no comfort. Her pleas to God went unanswered. She felt totally cut off from Christ, from the sweet Savior Who had always felt so close to her. She felt alone. She felt lost.
There are times in life when God seems very close to us. The sun of His love shines brightly. Our hearts exult in the joy of His presence. Every Mass is a foretaste of heaven and Holy Communion is almost unbearable intimacy with Christ. When we read Holy
Scripture, He speaks to us directly and reveals His heart fully to us. Our prayer life is rich, satisfying and exciting. We feel as if we are always in the presence of our Lord. And then it seems, for no reason, we wake one day to find ourselves cast away from Him, no longer in His presence at all but in a kind of spiritual desert. Anyone who follows Christ will someday experience this dryness and spiritual loneliness. In the Catholic tradition, many great Saints have written of their own experiences of feeling isolated from Christ. St. John of the Cross’ most famous work is The Dark Night of the Soul. St. Therese of Lisieux wrote: “For me it is always night; dark black night…but since my Beloved wishes to sleep, I shall not prevent Him.” More recently, the private letters of St. Teresa of Calcutta have revealed that this loving and heroic woman lived for many years in the lonely darkness of a spiritual void. And yet she persevered in her work with the poor. To the outside world, her faith seemed as vibrant and alive as ever.
The truth is: it was. It’s a mistake for us to think that our “feelings” define our faith lives. Faith is more than just warm and fuzzy feelings. The gift of faith requires a conscious decision to follow Jesus Christ. Feelings fade, but true faith persists in the desert. It can even thrive there. Remember in St. Matthew’s Gospel, that it wasn’t the devil that led Christ into the desert: it was the Spirit of God. Whether we like it or not, all of us will be led into that desert at one time or another. In that blistering, lonely wilderness we can, like Christ, be cleansed and purged for God’s great purpose. What did Christ do in the desert? He fasted and prayed and waited on God.
This is what we also can do when our interior faith life becomes dry, dusty, and silent. Pray, even when you don’t feel like it. Go to Mass as often as you can. Go to Confession every week. Do something for someone else. Fast. Read the Gospels every day. Be quiet. This last one may be the most difficult of all. Spend some time each day quietly and prayerfully opening your heart to God’s presence. This “desert time” can be a wonderful gift, because it is a time just for you and for God to be together. In the wilderness, He teaches us to rely on Him more completely, to depend on Him for all our needs. Alone with Him, we learn that He is using this desert to teach us how to love Him as He already loves us. Completely.
“I remember the devotion of your youth, how as a bride you loved Me and followed Me through the desert, through a land not sown.” — Jeremiah 2:2
GLENDA SMILEY, PLEASANT VALLEY BAPTIST CHURCH
Pastor Flood is bringing amazing messages from the Word of God. The morning message was from Matthew 5, the Beatitudes, looking at verse 7 concerning mercy. Be sure to watch entire message on Facebook or Youtube.
We would be honored to have your kids join Pleasant Valley Baptist Church youth programs every Wednesday night at 7 PM. Classes last about an hour so youth can be home early. Beginning at 3 years old thru 5th grade (youth), and 6th grade thru 12 (teens). Bring your children for a midweek time and join others in the sanctuary for your own refreshing from the Word of God.
Continue to keep PVBC in your prayers. Praying especially for Mike Cross, Denise Pitts, Betty Pitts, Jewell Mitchell (great need), June Gannaway (great need), Larry Armstrong, Dot Mcallister (shut-in). Pray for our Pastor, churches, evangelist, and missionaries. Earnestly pray for our country and our leaders. Pray for souls to be saved and for revival of Christians. Pray it will start within each of our hearts.
Pleasant Valley Baptist would be so honored to have you worship with us. Services are Sunday mornings 11 AM and evenings 6 PM. Wednesday service 7 PM. Morning services are available on Facebook and Youtube.