The Mercury News Weekend

Long-ago affair still haunts wife

- Ask Amy Amy Dickinson Contact askamy@ amydickins­

DEAR AMY >> My husband had an affair eight years ago, but it feels like I found out yesterday. I hurt every day.

I filed for divorce when I found out.

He begged for a second chance and ended the affair, and

I took him back.

When I want to talk about my feelings, it ends up in a fight, with him saying that I should be over it and that he's not the same person.

I have so much anger inside that I am wondering if counseling would help me deal with my issues, or if it's even possible to move on from this.

— Still Hurting

DEAR HURTING >> Yes, counseling could help both of you to recover from this betrayal. Discussing this might lead you to also unpack aspects of other relationsh­ips, going back through time.

A well-matched therapist will guide you, and you will come to understand that you can actually feel your negative feelings and emotions, and then release them.

This episode has engulfed many years of your life. It sits as a wedge in your marriage, interferin­g with your ability to regain intimacy and trust.

Your husband's reaction to your attempts to discuss this is unkind and unfair. He may be responding to his own fear of facing accusation­s — when for you, discussing your own feelings and perhaps hearing an acknowledg­ment and bid for forgivenes­s would help you to heal.

If he expects you to “get over it,” he should be brave enough to be with you every step of the way.

DEAR AMY >> On several occasions I have loaned my former co-worker, “Cal,” a portable oxygen concentrat­or that was used by my deceased husband.

Cal's wife, whom I have never met, requires nearly full-time oxygen use and the concentrat­or makes her frequent trips out of state to visit family much easier than hauling canisters, which is the only alternativ­e her insurance provides.

The last time he borrowed it was six months ago. I had forgotten about

Cal borrowing it, but texted him a couple of months ago to check in.

Before I could mention it, he apologized for not contacting me and asked if his wife could use it one more time in the following week, and then he would bring it back.

I said of course.

That was the last time I heard from him.

I am conflicted on how to handle this. I am disappoint­ed in this person and feel he has just decided to keep the concentrat­or unless I demand he return it.

I had actually considered giving it to him when he first asked to borrow it.

Should I just let it go? — Upset

DEAR UPSET >> “Cal” has a lot on his plate. Helping to care for someone on oxygen is a heavy lift, as you know.

I suggest that you either offer to sell this to him at a very reasonable price, or go ahead and give the concentrat­or to him.

Doing so would make both of you feel better, and might inspire him to pay it forward, if the opportunit­y presents itself.

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