Mom wants first child kept secret

DEAR AMY >> Fiftyfive years ago, when

I was young and stupid, I had a child out of wedlock and placed the baby up for adoption.

Fast forward to now. I am married to a different man and have a 48-year-old daughter and a 38-year-old son.

I have two grandchildren. My husband knows about my indiscretion, but it never comes up in discussion.

Sometimes I struggle with the question: Do my adult children have the right to know that they have a half-brother somewhere? My gut tells me no: “Let a sleeping dog lie.” “Why open up a can of worms?”

I know my husband would definitely be against telling our kids about this. We are elderly people and just want to live peaceful lives.

Did I just answer my own question? I'm wondering what you think.

— Wondering

DEAR WONDERING >> As long as you see this long-ago pregnancy only as a mistake, an indiscretion or something that resulted from your own stupidity, you won't have any motivation to tell the story.

And as long as you see this truth as a “sleeping dog” or a “can of worms,” rather than a story about actual human beings, then yes, you will keep a tight lid on it.

I see this as an important and very rich part of your own personal history.

Alas, I cannot answer your question for you. Yes, I do believe your children have the right to know about a sibling. Not knowing anything about you — or them — I'd like to think that your children might be shocked but would ultimately be very understanding about this longago choice.

The child you gave birth to might also be searching for his own biological relatives.

Yes, you have the legal right to deny him this knowledge, but — should you?

I do know this: The ubiquity of household DNA testing kits is forcing a lot of stories like yours out into the open. A simple dab of spit can reveal all.

You can either try to control the narrative now or deal with family members down the road who would be shocked by the story, and also dismayed by your silence.

Like that long-ago choice you made, this one won't be easy — but maybe you'll choose a brave uncertainty over peace and quiet. It really is up to you.

A counselor would help you to sort out your thinking, and also find the right words to say.

DEAR AMY >> “Nervous” wrote about how his mother-in-law interferes with their parenting — over FaceTime!

The woman isn't even in the room with them and they allow her to control them!

— Scratching My Head

DEAR SCRATCHING >> An overwhelming person doesn't need to be physically present to make themselves heard. I hope these new parents draw some very firm boundaries.