Former in-law's contact riles hurt feelings

DEAR AMY >> I had a wonderful relationship with my in-laws while my exhusband and I were married. However, following our divorce, he and I no longer speak.

He's also asked me NOT to reach out or talk to his family.

His sister and his father have respected his wishes and have never reached out to me. Honestly, I found this very hurtful.

His mother called a few times over the past year, mostly around the holidays, and each time it was difficult and painful to talk to her.

I never initiated any communication.

At Christmas she left me a voicemail crying about how much she missed me and missed having her family together. She implied that I wasn't doing well, and that hurt my feelings, too.

I did not call her back and have not talked to her since.

Around Easter, she sent a card, noting how much she missed me and how much she loved me.

Again, I did not respond, but she did ask my son during a visit if I ever received a card from her. She did the same on Mother's Day.

I find it to be very hurtful.

I also want to lash out AT her and let her know just exactly how much pain, abuse and toxic behavior her son put me through.

I know it's not right to do that, but I don't know how to handle this.

Should I continue to ignore the cards? Send them back, marked “return to sender”, or should I send her a response, politely telling her goodbye?

DEAR EX >> It hurt when your former father and sisterin-law respected your ex's demand and didn't contact you. Your former mother-inlaw is defying her son's demand. This hurts, too.

It's like the song says: Love hurts. Lost love hurts more.

Your former mother-inlaw may be aware of what a toxic jerk her son is, and this is her way of trying to make amends. Her life might have been better with you on the scene to smooth over the family's rough dynamic. She might have missed opportunities to defy him and defend you, and she is trying to make up for that now.

Plus, you were part of her family, and she is experiencing a loss that looms very large for her.

You seem indifferent to the possibility that your lack of response is punishing her.

You should respond now by sending her a card, thanking her for years of friendship and for being a good grandparent to your child.

You could include a gentle goodbye: “Hearing from you makes me feel sad, but your son has asked that I not be in touch with your family, and (aside from this note) I have made a decision not to defy him. That's why I haven't responded to you. I'm going to say goodbye with appreciation. Know that I am doing well, and I wish you all the very best.”