Get help for toxic relationship

Q - My mum and I have a toxic relationship of hostility, anger, and hate, with mean words and hurtful actions stemming from years of unresolved issues.

I was verbally and emotionally abused, physically abused as a child, and pushed by her when I was pregnant.

It’s taking a toll on my health and I’m sure hers, too. She’s a very great Grandma but disrespects me and refuses to see a therapist alone or with me.

She thinks she’s never wrong. I’m sure I’m not innocent and can improve my behaviour to her and how I respond.

It’s also affecting my relationship with my husband, as I take my hurt and anger out in him. My parenting is also affected because I’m depressed.

I’m willing to look at myself. But without her doing the same, I feel this relationship will continue to harm both our lives.

If she’s unwilling to get help with me, I’ll seek my own, but I need to stop seeing her, at least temporarily.

My husband wants me to stop seeing her.

How do I stop feeling addicted to her? Because I want to fix the relationship, I keep going back.

She says she’ll take us to court for her grandparent’s rights, that I’m using the kids to manipulate her. I’m not. How do I stop seeing her?

End The Toxic Cycle

A - Do not wait for your mother to agree to get help together.

Go on your own regarding the years of abuse, and learn strategies from a professional therapist about how to respond to her in future.

The current pattern of hostility and anger won’t be the same once you’re working from a different script for yourself.

You don’t have to first cut ties (creating an issue regarding grandchildren) unless you and the therapist find this necessary. Meanwhile, avoid her more by being “busy,” and end conversations when she shows disrespect.

Instead of threatening her with total exclusion ñ while you yourself are so vulnerable to her - put her on notice that you’re now getting help for all the past abuse.

Her “rights” to her grandchildren are not equal to your responsibility to protect them.

Once you’ve started the counselling process, it’ll become clear whether, as a “great Grandma” (your own words) she’s not harmful to them and the problem rests between you two.