National Post (National Edition)
In Parkland, football works to soothe
Students practice not far from site of shooting
PARKLAND, FLA.• THE first practice of the new season was over, and the only sound on the campus of Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School was dozens of football players screaming in delight.
At 2:15 a.m., they were having a water balloon fight.
Finally, on a campus known for tragedy, there was joy.
The Eagles — now ambassadors for a school and a community that in many ways is still reeling from the Feb. 14 massacre that left 17 people dead, including assistant football coach Aaron Feis, who was killed while trying to use his body to shield students from the cascade of bullets — took the field for practice at 12:01 a.m. Monday, since under Florida rules teams could begin their fall workouts on July 30.
So they didn’t wait a minute longer.
“This is the only thing we have to show our respect,” Eagles coach Willis May Jr. said. “This is the way we can show our respect to those guys, with our great effort and with our great attitudes. Be leaders within the school. I hope we see all that from these kids this year.”
Douglas has had the “midnight madness” practice on opening day several times before, but this was different. A uniformed sheriff ’s deputy was on campus throughout the evening, his patrol vehicle parked adjacent to the field during practice. The site of the shootings — the 1200 building — is still there, cordoned off by a chain-link fence.
Many want it levelled, but for now it stands because it’s essentially evidence, a crime scene.
Players, when they left the locker-room, had to pass the 1200 building on their way to the field. Barely anyone seemed to look its way.
“Our community is still very much in the traumatized healing process,” said Parkland Mayor Christine Hunschofsky, who sat in the bleachers with about 100 other people for the middleof-the-night practice.
“This is not a sprint. This is absolutely a marathon. And we will never forget. No one who was here will ever forget. But we also have to look at a way forward.”
The reminders are everywhere.
There is one locker with a door painted gold in the locker-room — it belonged to Joaquin “Guac” Oliver, one of the 17 victims who was buried in the jersey of Miami Heat star Dwyane Wade. The fence around the 1200 building is partially covered by banners with messages of support from neighbouring schools.
Inside the cafeteria, where parents reported for the preseason meeting, another banner still hangs. It’s from the students of Columbine High School, where a similar tragedy took place in 1999.
On the field, there are more banners with reminders to play for Feis and how to be “MSD Strong.”
The shirts most of the coaches wore had some reminder of the shooting.
Put simply, there’s no escaping it.
A school that was a sanctuary is now, in many ways, a memorial.
“Are we perfect? Are we happy all the time? How can we be?” said Johanna Feis, the younger sister of the slain coach, whose desk remains next to May’s and hasn’t been issued to anyone else. “I’m not OK at this moment, but we’re pushing through, so we are OK.”
The Eagles obviously did not want this attention.
They did not want to be asked to play a Canadian team in Georgia on Sept. 1 to open the season, but now view it as a great opportunity. They did not want to see Feis, athletic director Chris Hixon, cross country coach Scott Beigel — all victims on Feb. 14 — honoured with the Best Coach award at the ESPYS.
They did not want to turn Feis’ name into a motivational acronym, the letters in football parlance now standing for “Fearless, Emotion, Intensity and Sacrifice.”
They would rather see things go back to normal, whatever that was before the afternoon of Feb. 14.
“You represent this high school,” May told his team just before practice started.
“Every time you put that Douglas on, make it count for something. Make it mean something. When somebody faces us this year, one thing I want them to know is, you ain’t getting an injured Eagle. You’re not facing an injured Eagle that’s just going to let you roll over them. You better bring the best you got.”
The reminders notwithstanding, boys were being boys Sunday night as they waited for practice. They had a team meeting in the bleachers to go over fundraising plans, and whooped for joy when it came time to tape a promotional video.
Back in the locker-room afterward, some laid on the hard tile floor, others chilled on benches, virtually everyone on their phones. Some coaches had pizza. It was loud and festive. It was football season. And for a couple hours, it felt normal again.