Alcohol brings heartbreak

Dear Annie: I have been married to “Bart” for 21 years. I knew he had issues with alcohol. He has a pattern of getting sober for a few years and then relapsing over and over. He is truly a wonderful guy, but when he drinks, he’s like a different man. I feel as if I am living with Jekyll and Hyde.

I’ve talked to him, cried, begged and threatened separation, to no avail. We recently had what I thought was a good weekend. After a productive Sunday morning, he went to his local hangout. He came home with a friend and barely spoke to me.

After dinner, Bart went back to the bar “for a few.” I wasn’t surprised, but I couldn’t kiss him goodbye, so I just waved him off and kept my feelings to myself. When he returned a couple of hours later, he was very upset. He called me names and claimed I wasn’t cordial to our dinner guest. I normally don’t argue with him when he’s inebriated, but I finally snapped and told him to get out of my room.

He said he was going to leave, and the next day, he did and I don’t know whether our marriage is over.

I don’t know if this is the alcohol or if he has someone else on the side. Either way, he’s a mess, and so am I. I’m worried about him and about what would happen if he gets drunk on the job or drives while impaired. I admit that the thought of cutting our ties makes me feel a little relieved, but after 21 years, I’m also sad. What do I do?

Heartbroken in New York

Dear New York: It’s also possible that Bart is allowing his drinking to sabotage his marriage because he thinks you deserve better. And you do, as would anyone in your situation. Please contact Al-Anon (al-anon-alateen.org) and get some counselling — with or without Bart.

Dear Annie: Today in the mail I received a large envelope from a well-known charity. It contained a vinyl folder with a solar calculator, ballpoint pen, scratch pad and small appointment book. In addition, there was a cheque for me in the amount of $2.50. Of course, they also included an appeal for a donation.

If a reputable charity simply sent a letter explaining what the donation would be used for, we would consider responding. Those that can afford to send out envelopes like the one I got today to thousands of potential donors don’t need my money, and they won’t get it, either. Disgusted

Dear Disgusted: We know that some charities believe sending small items will guilt recipients into making donations. And it obviously works, because they continue to do it, regardless of how wasteful it seems. But we cannot comprehend the justification for sending $2.50.