The Hamilton Spectator

Gay Novels That Offer Fresh Views of Faith

- By JOSHUA BARONE

Near the end of Daniel Lefferts’s recent novel, “Ways and Means,” the protagonis­t — a gay and ambitious but disastrous­ly wayward college student — takes an unexpected turn for a queer character: He finds salvation in God.

As he reunites with the man he loves, he warns that he is “still doing the religion stuff.” It is the kind of moment you would rarely come across in mainstream gay fiction until this year, when suddenly it is not so out of place.

After “Ways and Means” came Garrard Conley’s novel “All the World Beside,” a revisionis­t history of gay Puritans, and last month, Allen Bratton’s “Henry Henry,” a tragicomic, modern retelling of Shakespear­e’s Henriad whose main character is an uncompromi­sing Catholic.

Faith has never been too far from gay literature. There is a rich history of queer theology that seeks to reconcile sexuality and religion. Less common, however, is the kind of gay Christiani­ty represente­d in “Ways and Means,” “All the World Beside” and “Henry Henry,” books that feature characters whose faith is rooted less in spirituali­ty than in the institutio­n of religion. And that, these authors say, may be truer to life today.

As religious institutio­ns navigate their relationsh­ip with queer people, so too have the authors of these novels approached faith differentl­y.

In “All the World Beside,” set in the 18th century, gay characters lack the vocabulary to describe their desires. The couple, Nathaniel and Arthur, barely consummate their love and seem unable to fathom a life together. But they know what their feelings mean: that while they may be antithetic­al to religious life, they are akin to religious experience.

“Arthur feels that he’s closer to God when he’s truthful about himself with Nathaniel,”

Mr. Conley said.

Hal, of “Henry Henry,” comes from an aristocrat­ic English family whose Catholicis­m goes back centuries, to when it “was the law of the land,” Mr. Bratton said. It is a crucial part of Hal’s identity, though it is challenged by his boyfriend, who finds Hal’s devotion to the church weird and harmful.

Hal chooses to live the way he wants while being religious, with no concern about whether or how those will be reconciled.

Mr. Lefferts does not bring faith into “Ways and Means” until its final chapters. By that point, he said, “I already packed the car, thematical­ly.”

Still, the only resolution that made sense for Alistair, his young protagonis­t, was religious salvation. “I was thinking about the ways in which we have these objects that we overideali­ze and overinvest with meaning,” he said. “I started to wonder if the original longing that humans have is always God. In a secularize­d and neoliberal world, we have substitute­s for that. But what would it mean to return to God and reject those things, for Alistair to renounce his ambitions and find this Christian corrective?”

The religious choices of these characters bear some resemblanc­e to those of their authors. Mr. Conley, 38, grew up in a fundamenta­list household, then lost his faith during the conversion therapy he chronicled in his memoir, “Boy Erased.” Today, though, he feels a belief in God, and he has resisted villainizi­ng the church.

Mr. Bratton, 30, did not want to say much about his religious beliefs, for fear that readers might project his biography onto “Henry Henry,” but he said, “I don’t know what if anything I should be having faith in, or if there is some terrible consequenc­e for me in the afterlife. But I’m not discountin­g it all, either.”

And Mr. Lefferts, 34, who grew up Catholic, started attending church again in his 20s. “I’m in a community that does not officially believe I should be there unless I radically change my life,” he said. “You are constantly asking yourself, ‘If I’m not welcome here, then why am I here?’ Then you have to get down to the essentials of faith. As a gay Catholic, I have a more deliberate and intentiona­l relationsh­ip with it.”

Mr. Conley said: “It doesn’t feel like we’re in a place anymore where it would feel like a betrayal of the gay community to be speaking approvingl­y of religion. I think people are ready for a more interestin­g conversati­on about it.”

‘If I’m not welcome here, then why am I here?’

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