Teachers return to scene of tragedy
MIAMI — In the right- hand drawer of a desk at Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School is a file that teacher Ernest Rospierski desperately wants back. It’s full of thank- you letters from his students and their parents over the years.
“It’s my bad- day file, my it’s- beenalong- day file,” Rospierski said. “If I have a bad day, I open it up.”
The last time he was in his classroom at the Parkland, Fla., school was a horrific day: Valentine’s Day, when a former student shot and killed 17 people on campus.
The building where 14 students, a teacher, a football coach and the school’s athletic director were slain will be torn down. Before that happens, 30 classrooms must be cleared of teaching materials, personal items and memories.
“Teachers spend half their lives in their rooms,” Rospierski said.
Preparing to return to campus Friday, he said he needed to read his bad- day file.
“I want that back,” he said. Teachers were told they could return to the school Friday to collect belongings from classrooms that have been off- limits since the slayings more than a week ago. The school plans an orientation Sunday for teachers and students.
The Miami Herald reported that assistant principal Denise Reed stood at the school’s entrance Friday. “It’s great to see your smiling faces,” she said, leaning into the driver’s window of an arriving employee.
Teachers manoeuvred their vehicles through a heavy police presence, orange cones blocking off parts of the road and a swarm of TV trucks and cameras. The school’s flags flew at half staff, and the parking lot was still full of bicycles left behind in a panic as students fled the shooting on foot.
“Good morning! Love you guys,” Reed told a car full of teachers.
History teacher Ivy Schamis said she planned to put off her return until Monday, after processing all the funerals she attended over the last week and exploring the possibility of bringing a therapy dog.
“Give me another room and I’ll teach,” she said.
She had been teaching a class about the Holocaust when the shooter fired into her classroom. A big yellow banner stating “Never Again” had been hanging in her classroom even as students hid from gunfire beneath their desks.
Schamis wants the same banner hanging in her next classroom.
“That’s a Holocaust banner and now that’s what our slogan is becoming after this tragedy,” she said.