How do I tell my partner about my past?

Q: It started when I was 21. After a year of dating someone, I was hospitalized for an ongoing medical condition and decided to change my life by living like a reckless single. I cheated on my girlfriend and broke up with her days later. I came to regret it as a major mistake, told her about it half a year later and she forgave me. Two years later, I met another woman, whom I’d told about my previous cheating, how I regretted it and vowed that I’d changed. We began a happy four-year relationship, during which I’d annually get extremely drunk with my single friends and go to a strip club. All hidden from my now ex-girlfriend.

I know it’s objectively considered cheating, and I feel extremely guilty, yet I kept doing it. We split up a few months ago, without me ever telling her, which is even worse. Since then I met an amazing woman. We had immediate chemistry and fell for each other. I knew I had to change my life if I wanted to be her partner. I started taking better care of my medical condition, saw a psychiatrist for a mental illness I had for years, quit smoking, stopped drinking heavily and going back to strip clubs with my friends. Before things get even more serious with this potential partner, how do I tell her about my past? The common saying is, “once a cheater always a cheater,” but I want to show her that I’ve changed and wouldn’t hurt her in the same way.

But I also understand that someone’s past acts in a relationship can be indicative of their future. Former Cheater

A: There’s little time between “a few months ago” when you broke up and meeting this new woman. Yet your tendency toward behaviour you later regret has lasted for years. Change the story you’ve chosen for yourself, as in “Yada yada, I was sick so …” Grownup, “amazing” women don’t accept excuses for repeated mistakes. So, yes, tell her about your cheating, excess drinking and strip club forays of the past (she’d eventually hear about them anyway). But drop the “did it but regretted it” self- absorption and just say you’ve finally grown up and know better. Then prove it. Warning: People who do a major makeover of their earlier weaknesses mainly to win over someone they desire, often revert if they’re ultimately rejected or the relationship ends. Make your changes toward better physical and mental health for you. That’s what’ll prove them real and lasting. Q: The guy I’ve been dating for two months learned he has to work in another country. He still wants to see me as much as possible before he moves there next month. If I keep seeing him, I know my feelings will grow stronger and it’ll make saying goodbye harder. Should I end it now? I’m open-minded about doing long dis- tance. Should I raise it? Uncertain

A: If he hasn’t suggested it, you’d be unwise to build greater closeness now before he leaves. You know your own emotional pattern and are already worrying about losing him. Two months is still early dating. Keep regular contact and see whether that works or it trails off. In time, you’ll both know whether to raise a long distance commitment … but remember, if you don’t get to have visits at least every six months, it’s very hard to maintain a real relationship. Ellie’s tip of the day The most believable way to prove you’ve changed is to do it more than talk about it.