Sorrow to Ikhlaq’s family

But Ikraman is determined to not be cowed down.

“Now as he (Ikhlaq) has left this world, he has been made an accused of cow slaughter. This is disheartening. I have full faith in the judiciary. I know charges against him and all of my family will be dropped and his murderers will be hanged,” she says.

His family did not celebrate Bakr Eid this year. They say they will never ‘celebrate’ it again as Ikhlaq was murdered nearly a week after the festival.

“No festival gives us joy. Bakr Eid reminds us the horrific past. We did not sacrifice any animal this year. We don’t think we will be able to celebrate this festival ever again,” says Ikraman.

Ikhlaq’s mother Asghari, 78, says she feels like a misfit in the metropolis and misses life back in her ancestral home.

“We never felt outcast in the village before the incident. Sometimes I feel like going back but I am scared of facing the families of those who killed my son. I don’t want to see them ever. They ruined the lives of many people,” she says.

“Ikhlaq was not only a good son, he was a good father, a good husband and a good brother also.”

Life for Sartaj — a corporal with the IAF — has also changed. He now carries a loaded licensed revolver and roams with an armed security personnel. In his spare time, he talks to lawyers and friends to strengthen the case against his father’s killers. Sartaj, however, refused to be interviewed citing professional restrictions.

His younger brother, Danish, is now planning to resume his routine of waking up at 5am for a run – preparation for the stringent physical examination to join the armed forces.

“In our village, it is a tradition to join the armed forces. Now I know I would not be able to join such a job. However, I am willing to do something good in my life to make my family proud and earn some money,” Danish told HT.