I thought intruder had stabbed both my parents.. then the truth came out that dad had killed my mum

SON’S HORROR AT RETURING HOME

show on Sheffield’s Magic AM station. But after his radio work dried up he was €50,000 in debt and tried unsuccessfully to boost his income by working as a driving instructor. His defence lawyer claimed that sexual jealousy coupled with financial worries sparked his violent attack. Just 48 hours earlier he had carried out internet searches which included “I caught my wife having sex”.

Hemming stabbed Denise moments after she sent a text message to a female friend, wrongly believing she was contacting another man.

Denise had nine knife wounds – six to her abdomen, two on her back and one to her chest.

She also had grip-marks on her arms, a black eye and cuts to her head.

Hemming was jailed for life for the murder in Hucknall, Notts, in July 2013.

He initally pleaded not guilty but changed plea during his trial. Ryan insists Denise had not been unfaithful. He says: “That is a complete lie. I don’t get why he would think she was cheating.

“I later heard that he had been abusive in past relationships and that would have come out in court if he continued to plead not guilty. He did not look at me once. Then, leaving court, he said ‘I’m sorry. I love you,’ and he started crying.

“I was meant to be back an hour earlier that evening and I kept wondering what would have happened if I had got home earlier. I saw him as a father figure. They had tiny arguments but I never saw anything like that evening.”

The murder plunged Ryan into a spiral of depression and drink and it has taken five long and painful years to learn how to cope with the tragedy.

He goes on: “My mind was all over the place. I didn’t want to get out of bed. Friends and family messaged me but I wanted to be alone. I drank and had

I considered him a father figure... but now I want nothing to do with him RYAN WILLIAMSON SON WHO DISCOVERED HORROR SCENE