Manawatu Standard

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I Am, I Am, I Am: A Memoir, Maggie O’farrell, Tinder Press, $35

It’s perhaps fitting that the title of UK author Maggie O’farrell’s memoir is taken from a line by arch confession­al poet Sylvia Plath: ‘‘I took a deep breath and listened to the old brag of my heart. I am, I am, I am.’’

There is something deeply confrontin­g, revelatory and exposing about O’farrell’s new book, her eighth to date.

Its subtitle, ‘‘Seventeen Brushes with Death’’ is an early clue that this is far from a convention­al memoir.

But, by bringing an honesty of her writing and complexity to the slant of her subject matter, O’farrell has composed a sequence of life stories in IAM,I Am, I Am which offers facility, rather than cataclysm, resonance rather than remoteness.

Farrell is the author of seven novels already, including the wonderfull­y dark Costa Novel Award-winning The Hand that First Held Mine.

So her talent for structurin­g story is obvious.

In IAM,IAM,IAM , this aptitude is transferre­d astutely from prose to memoir form. Rather than the convention­al chronologi­cal structure one might expect of an autobiogra­phy, O’farrell opts for a non-linear narrative constructe­d around parts of the physique.

So while the book begins in 1990, moves backwards timewise to 1977, moves forwards to 1993 and so on, structural­ly it really shifts around the anatomy: ‘‘Neck’’ to ‘‘Lungs’’ to ‘‘Spine…’’ and so forth.

The body then, not its place in time, becomes the primary configurat­ion in the narrative, permitting O’farrell to dissect the past according to corpus, not chronology.

In doing so, IAM,IAM,IAM solidifies as series of vignettes, each one perfectly formed and thematical­ly interwoven with the one that follows.

Such organisati­on and focus is completed in each part of this narrative by beautiful writing.

The opener, ‘‘Neck’’, is so tight and richly worded it confounds its macabre topic. It is a tale of O’farrell’s unwitting interactio­n with a serial killer and thwarted attempts to raise the concerns of law enforcemen­t. The story should read like an episode of Special Victims Unit, but instead, at this author’s hands, turns into a meditation upon innocence, intuition and institutio­nal blunder.

The same acuity is brought to bear on each of the chapters here, most notably in the story of bungled childbirth, ‘‘Abdomen’’ and in the teenage high jinx tale, ‘‘Lungs’’. Always the prose is crisp, the examinatio­n of topic intense and deep.

With seven novels already under her belt thus far, Maggie O’farrell is an author of much renown and achievemen­t, but she has never written better than in I Am, I Am, I Am.

– Siobhan Harvey

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