Liam Payne, inamin ang naranasang depresyon
NAGSALITA na si Liam Payne tungkol sa kanyang pakikipaglaban sa depresyon noong kasagsagan g ng g kasikatan niya y bilang g miyembro ng g boy band na One Direction.
Inihayag ng singer sa The Sun na mayroong mga gabing hindi siya dapat nagtanghal gtanghal sa entablado kasama ng kanyang nyang mga kabanda, at inilihim niya a ang kanyang mental health struggle e kapag nakikipagkita siya sa fans at kapag nagpapakuha ng litrato.
“I shouldn’t t have been able to do as many shows ows as we did, if I’m honest about bout it, if I’m brutally honest t about it,” aniya sa tabloid. id. “Going out and putting ting that happy smile on n my face and singing the he songs, honestly, sometimes etimes it was like putting on one of f those costumes, going out there and, underneath the costume, people don’t really see what’s going on.”
Inamin ng 24 taong gulang na singer na lalong lumubha ang kanyang karamdaman noong Oktubre 2015, nang sapilitang pinagtanghal ang kanilang grupo sa Belfast, Northern Ireland, kahit may karamdaman siya.
Sa katunayan, kahihiwalay pa lamang ni Payne noon sa kanyang girlfriend na si Sophia
Smith at sinisikap niyang mag-move on. “I let it get to me that day and I wasn’t in a good place,” aniya. “Unfortunately I was going through a rough time and I let it get to me a little bit too much. That was it.”
Inamin ni Liam na ang pasya ng grupo na mag-disband noong 2015 ay mabuting desisyon – kaya nagkaroon sila ng pagkakataong matamasa ang kanilang mga natamo.
“I just don’t think we stopped and celebrated enough how great things were and I think that’s what got on top of us in the end,” dagdag pa niya. “Even though I know fans are not mad about it (hiatus)... we needed it. We needed a little bit of time away y from each other. We needed a realisation point to find the love l for it again, rather than it just becoming becomin a job.” Naging dahilan ang hiwalayan ng grupo para masolusyonan masolusyon ni Liam ang kanyang depresyon: “I’m a totally different person now to how I used to be about it,” aniya. Mula nang mabuwag mabu ang One Direction, naging tatay tat si Liam at inamin na ang kanyang kany nobyang si Cheryl at kanilang kan anak na si Bear ang tumutulong sa kany kanyang upang matutong matuto maging mapagpakumbaba, mapag focused focuse at masaya.