AN OPEN LETTER TO MY INSPIRATIONS

SHIELA MAY C. PANGAN

My Dearest Daughters,

I write this letter with a heart brimming with gratitude and love. You, my beloved daughters, are my greatest blessings, my inspiration, and my motivation to be a better person. I thank God every day for bringing you into my life.

First and foremost, I want to express my heartfelt apologies for the moments when I fell short as your mother. Balancing the responsibilities of being a teacher with the joys and demands of motherhood has not always been easy. There were times when I couldn't tend to you as I wished, and for that, I am deeply sorry. Please understand that my love for you is boundless, and my dedication to my work has always been driven by the desire to provide you with a bright future.

You, my beautiful daughters, are my inspiration. Your smiles, your laughter, and your unwavering support have made me a better person and a good teacher. It's because of you that I strive to be the best role model I can be. Your sweetness and love have taught me the true meaning of dedication and sacrifice.

I want to remind you always to be kind, full of love, and be respectful not only to each other but also to your grandmothers, who have been there for you when I couldn't. They have been a source of unwavering support, comfort, and love, stepping in with open hearts when circumstances required it. In times when I couldn't be there, they embraced you with warmth and care, providing a nurturing environment that has played a crucial role in shaping the wonderful person you are becoming. Therefore, it is my heartfelt wish that you always hold a space in your heart for them, filled with respect and appreciation. Take the time to listen to their stories, learn from their experiences, and cherish the moments you have with them. In doing so, you not only honor the beautiful souls who have been instrumental in your upbringing but also contribute to the continuity of a legacy built on love, and understanding.

As you continue to grow, my greatest hope is that you will maintain the strong bond you share as sisters. Your love for each other is a constant source of inspiration for me. Remember the values we hold dear in our family: kindness, compassion, and respect. These values will guide you through life's challenges and help you build meaningful relationships with others.

In closing, please know that my love for you is immeasurable. You are my inspiration, my motivation, and my joy. I thank God every day for blessing me with the three of you. I promise to cherish every moment we have together and to be the best mother and teacher I can be. With all my love, MAMA

-oOoTHE AUTHOR IS TEACHER II AT BASA AIR BASE NATIONAL HIGH SCHOOL