Why Jordan’s still clinging to cheat Kieran

The mum of five U-turns on divorce plans due to plummeting self-esteem following botched surgery

She’s recently been S voicing her upset over a “messed-up” face lift, and Jordan was pictured last week for the first time since her bandages came off after an op to fix it.

Although the star’s face seemed back to normal, insiders reveal she is still feeling insecure over her looks, and her insecurities have her re-thinking her future with cheating husband Kieran Hayler, 30, again.

Despite reports that Jordan, 39 – real name Katie Price – was preparing to end her five-year marriage after further cheating claims surfaced last year, insiders say she can’t quit as she’s now “panicking” no one else will find her attractive.

As Closer reported last week, a surgeon warned it could take some time before her repair op would settle, and insiders say she is still worried.

A source says, “Katie’s still anxious about her new face. She’s been having laser treatment and says it’s healing far better than expected, but she still wants more corrective surgery as she says it’s still not perfect.

“Katie was hell-bent on divorcing Kieran before her 40th in June. But since her botched surgery, she’s been panicking about finding it hard to get another man. Being single at 40 would be her worst nightmare– she’d rather stay with Kieran.”

Shocking pictures emerged three weeks ago, showing the mum of five covered in bloodied bandages with drainage tubes hanging from her face after her latest op. The original procedure last September left her skin agonisingly tight and puckered around her nose and eyes – prompting cruel online jibes.

Now pals say Jordan – who appeared to snub Kieran’s birthday on social media last week – will hang on to him until she’s confident enough to start dating. The source adds, “She hasn’t told him the real reason for postponing the divorce is that she’s biding her time until she gets her looks back.”