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Have the bucket list snap to put on top of my coffin

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and-a-half stone mark and even although she is a petite 4ft 9in tall, it is still far too light to be healthy. She is at risk of malnutriti­on so she will this week be fitted with a feeding tube up her nose.

She has begun to work her way through her “F*** It” bucket list.

She has already dyed her hair purple and had a radical haircut, had Graham’s initials tattooed on her neck and gone to her first music festival.

However, there are a few things to tick off and the top two on her list were having profession­al photograph­s of her and Graham taken before she is fitted with her feeding tube, and meeting her favourite band.

She has tickets to see Kasabian one last time in November. Liz said: “I just love them. Some of their songs really speak to me. I will have one of them, Goodbye Kiss, played at my funeral.”

She also hopes to spend a night at the Marine Highland Hotel in Troon, where she and Graham wed 21 years ago, and to go on a picnic at Edinburgh Zoo.

This week, we were able to make one of her final wishes come true with the help of hairdresse­r to the stars, Taylor Ferguson, and Jennifer Beattie of Violet Rose make-up artistry. Taylor Ferguson stylist Ian gave Liz hair a modern cut and colour before Jennifer pampered her with a bespoke make-up session ahead of the couple coming into the studio, where our snapper Paul Chappells took their photos.

Liz said: “It was a fabulous experience. We just can’t thank everyone enough for such a special day.

“I love my hair and make-up and can’t wait to see the photograph­s. I just wanted a proper photograph to leave for Graham and to put on top of my coffin at my funeral. Arranging the funeral was so hard. I didn’t realise it would be so expensive and because of my Fanconi anaemia, I was not been able to get life insurance when I was young.

“At the crematoriu­m they asked if it was to be a single or double plot for the ashes. When I said it was single, I felt so alone. But Graham is still young and I hope he meets someone else.

“He would be a great dad. I am so sorry I wasn’t able to give him children because the chemothera­py before the bone marrow transplant took that chance away from me. If we had children, at least they would have been here to help him when I die.

“We have always done everything together and I worry what will happen to him when I’m no longer here.”

But although her future is bleak, she still retains a sense of humour.

Liz said: “Graham and one of my doctors are big Game of Thrones fans and they were talking about what might happen in the new series in 2019. I just said, ‘Hey, show a bit of compassion!’

“I am determined to enjoy the last few months I have left and I won’t be giving in. If you do that you are on a downward road.”

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