HOTSEAT It wasn’t easy for me to go back into these prisons, having spent 12 years fighting to get out of one...
AN insight into some of the, if not the, toughest prisons in the world, and looking at the conditions and types of prisoners that you find, the crimes they’ve committed, and the punishments they’ve received.
The programmes are about me taking on the persona of a prisoner for seven days in each one. With what you have experienced, (Rowe was convicted in 1990 of murder and robberies as part of the so called M25 Three) why did you put yourself through that? IT wasn’t an easy ask for me to go back into these prisons, having spent 12 years of my life fighting to get out of them as an innocent man.
But I thought it was important I brought credibility and authenticity to these programmes, where I could explore some of the most pressing issues around the world about how Raphael Rowe was put behind bars for a murder he didn’t commit. Now, for a new documentary series, he experiences the brutal conditions prisoners face in countries like Brazil and Ukraine. finds out more places like Papua New Guinea, for years they can be sleeping on just concrete floors. And then there is this constant use of drugs and violence. It was always a threat. I SUPPOSE by taking each moment as it came. My expectations started at rock bottom. I didn’t know really what to expect. Each prison I walked into had a different feel about it.
Although we have a format to the programme, we didn’t have a set plan on who we would interview and who we would meet and how they would respond to us because apart from the guards that provided us with some Raphael Rowe awaiting his cell block assignation at Enio in Brazil, above, and after his convictions were quashed at the Court of Appeal in 2000, right ON the one hand, there were times when it was quite crucial that the team I was working with didn’t reveal to the prisoners ahead of me going in that I was an ex-prisoner myself, so that they would talk to me as if I was a novice. Therefore they would try to educate me about what life was like and then, those that did know or found out during those conversations, it resonated with them that I had some empathy, some understanding of what it is like to be locked up and what experiences you go through and the things you witness. IT’S hard to pick one, but I think key was the conditions. In some of these prisons, they are so grim, they’re so appalling, it’s harrowing to think that human beings are kept in these conditions.
You know, these guys slept on concrete slabs, with no blankets, no mattress, nothing to lay on, so that in itself was hard. And I’m not talking about for days – I’m talking about for weeks, and months and for many, in I MET many prisoners [in Ukraine]. But waiting to meet one of the world’s most prolific serial killers, a guy called Serhiy Tkach, was one of the most daunting moments.
When this elderly guy walked into the room and was put into a cage before I could interview him, I was so apprehensive. I didn’t know what he looked like, I didn’t know what to expect and there was this granddad, if you like, in front of me with the coldest eyes I’ve ever seen. THERE were times when I just wanted to get out.
The conditions – the overwhelming heat, the smell, the lack of food, and all those things – there were times, especially when I was hearing the harrowing stories of the murders they committed or the rapes they committed or the crimes they had witnessed in prison, and also the threat, that was not directed at us, but there was always an element of intimidation from some prisoners I DON’T necessarily forgive those who were directly involved in knowing that I was innocent and yet still went ahead and fitted me into the crime. But I don’t carry that bitterness with me or I wouldn’t have been able to survive on the outside.
I did 12 years inside and I was bitter and twisted during that time, but since I’ve come out I’ve tried to show that you can still be a success, you can still make something of your life despite your experience.