Huddersfield Daily Examiner

I didn’t achieve all I set out to, so I have regrets

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“IT’S fantastic to be part of it. I love the camaraderi­e and there’s a lot of laughter. It’s brilliant to see England doing well. I’d love to see them get a place in the quarter-final.

“I’ve got to admit when I did my first Match Of The Day, I didn’t realise how nervous I’d be. There’s a real adrenaline rush as you know you’re being watched by around eight million people who’ll take the mick out of any mistake you make.

“It’s pressurise­d, but great to be learning all the time.” self-esteem. It got to the point where I was more worried about my body staying together than enjoying football. It became about earning money and I started to fall out of love with the game.

“Finally, I injured my knee in training at QPR. It literally snapped in half and the ligaments detached. I knew my career was over, but it was a blessing, because it enabled me to attack a different chapter in my life.” and selfish to succeed. Now I do school runs and enjoy every second with them.

“I grew up on a council estate in very different circumstan­ces to their privileged upbringing. It’s hard not to spoil them, but I want them to have values, so I stop myself rushing out and buying things. All three love football – even the two-year-old – and I’d love them to get into women’s football if they want to.” downhill through my injuries.

“We’re not ruling out having another child – a boy would be nice – but not for a couple of years, because we’re so enjoying life and our girls at the moment.” “GOING to the gym played a big part in coming to terms with my retirement. Retiring can be a dark place for footballer­s, because the sport is all you’ve known. My dad’s a football coach and I started playing aged five, so it was very hard.

“Testing myself physically and mentally like I did as a player is something I still crave, and now I do it in the gym. In the early days, it gave me a routine.

“Also, let’s be honest, I want to look half decent when I go to the beach and take my top off.

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